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  • John 9:34 pm on March 27, 2018 Permalink | Reply
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    UPDATE – The Oxygen special titled “Wonderland Murderland” airs this FRIDAY night primetime. Check local listings. Mysteries & Scandals.


    If you just watched or plan to watch the Oxygen special, Mysteries & Scandals, about Wonderland and you want to know more, or the entire story – you came to the right place!

    Join the maing list and subscribe – use the search box at right to narrow your query, or to look up posts about a certain character from this crazy, yet addictive & interesting story. Order Lange & Souza’s amazing new book below … read samples from my upcoming book if you like, also below. 80s crime noir is finally here!

    Wonderland put an end to the so-called fun loving 1970s, and kicked off the forever dark night…that was the 80s. So get a cup of tea, tuck the kids in – you could be here a while 😉

    View of L.A. from the top of Wonderland Ave…

    Photo by me.

    • localarts 11:28 am on April 2, 2018 Permalink | Reply

      From an intimidation and scare tactic standpoint, the 82 and 90 trial’s were a stark contrast in the demeanor of David Lind, thats for sure!


      • John 12:40 pm on April 7, 2018 Permalink | Reply

        David had two kids with his first wife in the 1960s. I was told he was estranged from both children, and they didn’t know them at all. In the early 90s with a different woman, his other son was born just after the Nash-Diles trials, and this kid was a toddler when his father died in ’95. I have seen a photo of him, and it looks like he is studying in school and making something of himself. Maybe Dave is looking down on him from that smoky, beer joint in the sky…

        If there’s a nice ending to this whole bloody mess, it’s that most of the relatives of the victims, near-victims and or perpetrators, have had remarkable and happy lives (from the ones I have met or talked to). I say “most”… I don’t know about all.

        (I haven’t forgotten about you, Kevin D., and will give you a shout soon so we can talk about your dad more. I am planning a month-long road trip out west this summer…. So Adam, please let your dad know I took a hiatus from the blog last year, but am now back and my book is a go!)



    • localarts 8:36 am on March 31, 2018 Permalink | Reply

      For someone who’s just discovering the story about Wonderland, I would recommend this show. It’s a good primer. The only mystery left is who swung the pipes.. We know Holmes, the Diles brothers; Greg & Danny or Samual were there. Speculation consist of Hovsep Mikaelian and members of the Russian mafia as the others. Weather or not Holmes murdered Launius is somewhat irrelevant. A far greater crime was John Holmes orchestrating the robbery of Ed Nash in the first place. That one single act changed so many peoples lives in a negative way. It was Devastating.


      • criticextraordinaire 1:04 pm on March 31, 2018 Permalink | Reply

        The one thing I saw in the show that I never knew before was Eddie showing up at John’s trial and sitting in the back. That had to have been sending John a MASSIVE signal to continue keeping his mouth shut. For all of John’s bad decisions, the one good decision he made was to keep his mouth shut re: Eddie, all the way to his grave.

        Well Holmes certainly deserves his charge of the blame for the robbery of Eddie Nash. But he dIdn’t hold a gun to Ronnie or David’s heads either. They bought on to the idea as a way to make a huge score, and probably as a big “FU” to a more established player in the drug business. If they had not been using as much dope as they sold, they (including Holmes) might have thought twice about the wisdom of robbing Eddie Nash and letting him live.

        One thing that I have always wondered about Eddie is why he never ordered a hit against the guy (Robert Garceau) who murdered his son (Telesforo Bautista). I would have thought that situation would have resulted in a retaliation that would make Wonderland look like a tea party.


        • localarts 4:04 pm on March 31, 2018 Permalink

          According to McCourts testimony, “everybody backed out” of the robbery at one point. Obviously, we don’t know what made them change their mind. I bet when Eddie walked in that court room, the lights flickered on & off, the clock on the wall stopped ticking & the moon passed in front of the sun. When the prince of darkness sends a message, he makes sure there’s no room for misinterpretation.


        • criticextraordinaire 4:17 pm on March 31, 2018 Permalink

          I think that Ron Coen would have wet his pants if he were ever confronted by Eddie.


        • John 10:33 am on April 1, 2018 Permalink

          When Eddie walked in to court, it was like that movie, Scanners, the DAs heads all exploded!


        • John 10:37 am on April 1, 2018 Permalink

          Ed showing up at the trial is mentioned in the Holmes bio INCHES by Jill Nelson and Jennifer Sugar. I believe they say Ed was there more than once! They have a great chapter on Wonderland. This business about Ed at Holmes trial has been posted on the blog before…btw.


    • criticextraordinaire 8:46 am on March 30, 2018 Permalink | Reply

      It’s too bad that Rodger Jacobs is not still alive to see this. He deserved boatloads of credit for keeping the interest going in this case. I wonder if Oxygen finally managed to get Susan to break her silence?


      • John 9:36 am on March 30, 2018 Permalink | Reply

        At the time, when Rodger’s health was failing and he was living at the Hotel Cecil, or whereever it was, I wanted to go rescue him from his strife, let him come live with me. I’ll never forget his story, probably around 1985, when he took his last six bucks to the package store, and was walking back to his apartment near some freeway in LA – a govt issue sedan pulled up, a secret service guy asked to look in his paper bag, made a comment that he too was ready for a Heineken. Then, President Reagan’s motorcade zoomed by.


        • criticextraordinaire 5:07 pm on March 30, 2018 Permalink

          Yeah I always wanted to help Rodger too, even though I was fairly sure that things would end kinda they way they did. I did manage to make contributions to him at his blog, and recruited a few others to do the same. Eyes open, I knew the score. But still he was a human being and you want to help.

          I once got similarly accosted by the Secret Service. O’bama was making an unannounced visit to town. Couldn’t get out until his campaign bus was long gone. The town’s name? Beaver PA. 😀


      • John 11:10 am on March 30, 2018 Permalink | Reply

        Susan doesn’t remember anything, hardly remembered arriving at the house even. However, I’m like you, if only to hear her tell stories about Ronnie. But, I have interviewed three people who were close to him- hopefjlly a fourth, hopefully by this summer, and that is all in my book (I don’t post everything on the blog). If you have read Malice… Susan was traumatized by the Mexico business. It was bad. I have prayed for her and wish her well.


    • John 7:14 am on March 29, 2018 Permalink | Reply

      Scott Thorson is not referred to by name in the Mysteries & Scandals episode. I just watched it. That is because, and like many of the surviving Manson family who aren’t in prison, feels he should be paid, as if his name and story, are a cashable commodity. They used to be, nobody gives a flip any longer. That Candelabra film was good, but did nothing to lessen his ego.

      The episode on Oxygen was a surface piece: no new photos, no talk of victims lives, peripheral motives, side characters, the subculture, the things my book digs into. Tom Lange looks, a bit older, and always wise. However, nobody knew Nash had died, but… we at the blog knew~ at least got whiffs back in 2014. At about the same time my friend was ringing Nash’s intercom buzzer at his Tarzana condo, only to hear the greeting play – it was a woman’s voice, with an accent – asking to please leave a message, and Eddie will get back to you. Little did we know, he was probably already gone. His last name means Victory of God in Arabic. The survivors and,the victors tell history’s story – and his will never properly be told, but I will try.

      Ten years ago, when asked about an interview to discuss Holmes life for the outstanding book “Inches”- the definitive story of John’s life – Nash said he would sleep on it over the weekend. The authors waited… Monday or Tuesday rolled around, and through his attorney, Nash, the one-time bit actor and stuntman and horseman… said, “No thanks.”


      • criticextraordinaire 7:00 pm on March 30, 2018 Permalink | Reply

        I just hope that the Oxygen show does not turn into a one-dimensional character assassination of John Holmes. Seems to be a sport with some people, including those who were John Holmes “hangers on” while he lived, then stood in line to defame him after he died.

        If the show tells the story, the WHOLE story without devolving into a John Holmes bashfest, then OK.


        • criticextraordinaire 9:00 pm on March 30, 2018 Permalink

          Well Dawn seemed to take over a considerable piece of the show. You woulda thought she was one of the people at 8763. Even threw in a nice tear-jerker segment saying that Johnny Wadd was “no hero”. Thanks for the heads up.

          Ron Coen came across as a douche, as he did in the “Wadd” documentary. Bottom line he lost his case in court and Holmes was found innocent on all charges. Coen had one job to do and he didn’t get it done.

          Got a laugh where they kept showing a Mercedes Benz representing John making his various moves. What was it he was really driving? If I recall a Chevy Nova (or similar) that he and Dawn repainted with spray cans.

          No mention of Tracy McCourt. Bummer, he was the wheel-man for the Nash hit; you’d think he would get his due.

          The footage of Susan was the first I’ve ever seen. Nice. I just wish she would have done a bit for the show giving is background on Ronnie.

          A highlight was Soledad O’Brien as hostess. She’s as hot as ever.


      • John 11:22 am on April 1, 2018 Permalink | Reply

        The show was great though, overall. They touched on the lifestyle, music and what had become of the Canyon by 1981. But with 44 mins of running time, it’s a long case to discuss. I decided to grow a mustache since watching it, a prison stache though, so I can infiltrate Aryan Brotherhood on my Honda Gullwing with rainbow flag on the back waving in the breeze, find out more about David Lind. Tell them I used to run with Liberace, or Lee, as we called him!


        • criticextraordinaire 2:59 pm on April 1, 2018 Permalink

          If they think you were running with Lee, get ready for some SERIOUS jailyard abuse.


      • smauge 5:02 am on April 3, 2018 Permalink | Reply

        I hope this show ends up on the internet at some point. I’m sure you’d post a link, John. Don’t think we’ll get it here in Australia. I’d love to see some vision of the mysterious Susan Launius!


        • John 8:59 am on April 5, 2018 Permalink

          You get to see and here her briefly on the witness stand. Very beautiful.


    • localarts 4:11 pm on March 28, 2018 Permalink | Reply

      I’ll probably watch it. However, I’m not sure the Oxygen network can reveal anything we don’t already know. As a matter of fact, I would be willing to bet that John and the collective members of this forum know more than they do! This blog is the equivalent of a “Wonderland Graduate Degree”. Once you’ve been here, theres really no need to search anywhere else…


  • John 12:19 pm on April 19, 2013 Permalink | Reply
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    What Happened The Night Of The Murders? 

    Another excerpt from the book “What Wild Ecstasy” by John Heidenry. You can read samples of it here.

    I wonder if the Gang had ordered food from Captain Pizza? That is the pizza joint that was mentioned in the movie. I guess whoever showed up at 3:45am did not care enough to save Susan. I have also been trying to find out what was on TV that night, but in the summertime it used to be all reruns of old shows on local TV. There were no network shows on during the summertime, besides the occasional made-for-TV movie.

    A few pages later, the author describes the Nash robbery, almost verbatim to Lind’s testimony. He did good research. The author does not seem to care much for Holmes. Oh well, he did his due diligence!

    The rest of the book is also excellent… and Heidenry touches on the early porn world, the business side, emerging technologies, the origins of professional porn businesses in Denmark and Germany, etc.


    What Wild Ecstasy by John Heidenry.

    What Wild Ecstasy by John Heidenry.

    • Char 12:13 pm on February 8, 2021 Permalink | Reply

      The movie American Gangster had pilot’s putting drugs into the corpses as Ron did if u seen that movie


    • Murmillo 12:10 pm on April 21, 2013 Permalink | Reply


      Do you know why Ron Launius changed that way? It seems that in the beginning he was living a conservative lifestyle. Didn’t he get along with his life in the military or did he get troubles after leaving the military?

      And is it true what internet sources say that he went to the Mexican border to deal drugs for bikers, then his girlfriend was kidnapped and when he got her back he wiped out all of the dealers?

      Is it known how many people he killed in total?


      • John 5:12 pm on April 21, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Not certain about the kidnapping stuff. I have not been able to confirm those stories. But… he had a good tour in the Air Force, serving almost 10 years with an honorable discharge from the service. I think that after the military and getting married, he just go disgruntled, worked a few dead end jobs and then go into drugs and easy money. He got busted smuggling drugs from Mexico and served his prison time. It was all downhill, so to speak, from there.


    • localarts 8:49 pm on April 19, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I truly wish Coen could have gotten a conviction. Holmes would have rolled over on Eddie for sure being the shit weasel that he was. I guess that was too much to ask for though.


      • John W 8:59 pm on April 19, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Me too. It’s a tough ride, Holmes would have rolled. You were right the whole time.. The gang also had Sac town obligations and court dates for petty crimes.


    • John 12:34 pm on April 19, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      During his trial, Holmes’ defense of being “the man in the middle” and under duress, would later be written in as a new defense in many law school textbooks. The same goes for the smuggling case of Ron Launius in 1974, but his case had to do with Double Jeopardy sentencing guidelines, etc. Ron’s case versus the US government has been cited by no less than 22 other legal cases over the years.


  • John 10:01 am on April 17, 2013 Permalink | Reply
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    Scott Thorson Speaks To Larry King About Nash 

    Partial transcript courtesy of CNN


    I guess that Eddie Nash took Scott’s Rolls Royce in exchange for drugs? That’s a shitty trade!

    Read on…

    * * * * * * * * *

    KING: Liberace gave you whatever you wanted?

    THORSON: Whatever I wanted.

    KING: So what happened? You hopped back to L.A…

    THORSON: I hopped back to L.A…

    KING: (OFF-MIKE) murders occurred.

    THORSON: … and I was picking up some drugs from Eddie Nash, and he told me that I would have to — he says, “Have a seat.” He says, “I was just robbed.” And involved John Holmes, you know, the porno star.

    KING: How was he involved?

    THORSON: Well, John Holmes was addicted to cocaine, and John Holmes set up the robbery.

    KING: Because he needed the drugs.

    THORSON: Right.

    KING: Was Nash mad at you?

    THORSON: No, Nash wasn’t mad at me. But I was in the, I guess…

    KING: Wrong place…

    THORSON: Wrong place, wrong time. And when his bodyguard — Ed Nash’s bodyguard brought John Holmes through the door and they beat the living — I mean, it was horrible. And I was just right there.

    KING: What did you testify to?

    THORSON: I testified to what I heard.

    KING: Which was?

    THORSON: Which they beat up John and they forced John to tell them who committed the robbery.

    KING: Why wasn’t Nash very mad at you? When you went into witness protection you thought he was going to kill you?

    THORSON: Well, Nash — not for a long time. I mean, this was back in ’80. I didn’t testify until, what, ’87, ’88 — ’88 or ’89. So Nash and I were still good friends.

    KING: So you turned on him.

    THORSON: But he did say this to me. He said, “I’ll kill you and every member of your family if you ever mention a word of this.”

    KING: Why did you testify against him?

    THORSON: Because Ed Nash — drugs. I mean, Ed Nash took my Rolls-Royce, he took everything from me.

    KING: What did they offer you in return for your testimony?

    THORSON: Other than to keep me alive?

    KING: That’s all they offered…

    THORSON: And also I was in some trouble back then, too. I got involved with the wrong people, and I made a deal with a district attorney. KING: There was a quid pro quo; you got something.

    THORSON: Yes. I got something from it, too, you know.

    KING: Before all of this, before you got religion and before these last few years, you ever have a happy day?

    THORSON: Oh, yes, yes.

    KING: Because you seemed to be in so much trouble all the time, despite having everything.


    • John W 7:48 pm on April 19, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      Thorson pulled an armed robbery with 3 other lads. They got busted for this and that is why he was busted… And turned state’s evidence.


    • localarts 2:35 pm on April 17, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I actually remember watching this interview many years ago, it was quite good. Another interview I’m trying to find is David Lind when he was a guest on the Morton Downey Jr show back in the late 80’s. Someone I know saw the show and said Lind got very upset at the questioning, Morton said something like “it was very convenient you were absent the night of the murders wasn’t it Mr. Lind” or something like that. Apparently, Lind got upset and threatened Morton Downey Jr. on the air.


      • John W 4:13 pm on April 17, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Oh my Gosh! I think I saw that too. I will be on YouTube now looking for it or Googling Downey’s show transcripts. Morton Downey Jr, what a great show with him chain smoking and what not. Great era in TV, when daytime talk shows ruled the airwaves from 1 to 4pm LOL. Please post if you find a clip!


    • Jenn 10:35 am on April 17, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      Amazing what people give up for drugs……..


  • John 8:33 am on March 28, 2013 Permalink | Reply
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    The Nash Robbery And The Aftermath 

    According to David Lind, the gang used Liquid Band-Aid on their fingertips during the Nash robbery. This was to avoid leaving fingerprints and to allow them to be more nimble with their hands; tying people up, holding guns, searching the house for drugs and valuables, and to open the safe. The Liquid Band-Aid idea was allegedly Barbara Richardson’s, as she and Joy had attended the planning meetings for the robbery.

    When the gang arrived back at Wonderland, Lind immediately pointed at Holmes and told Ron Launius not to tell Holmes anything. Joy and Barbara left and headed to the Canyon Store for cigs and booze, while John paced and waited in the living room. Billy, Ron and Dave were splitting up and taking inventory of the loot in Ron’s bedroom.  They hid most of the drugs and cash there, and brought out some drugs and cash to party with and also to give John and Tracy their shares. 

    Susan Launius arrived the morning of Tuesday, June 30, 1981. It was the day after the robbery and the day before the murders. I am not sure if Lind met her or not before he left that day. Ron either flew her down from Yuba City or Marysville, or picked her up in Tujunga, north of Burbank. She was said to have lived in Tujunga in the early newspaper accounts of the murders. It would have taken Ronnie an hour or two to drive there and bring her back to Wonderland that day. Susan stated that she was wearing blue jeans, brown heels and a top upon arrival at the house. In the crime scene video, you can see a big suitcase in Ron’s room. I don’t know what she did in Tujunga or up north for a living or if she lived with family or a friend. Early news articles for the murders list her age at 25, others at 29. I think 29 was correct or she would have been 15 when she married Ron in 1971. 19 years old sounds more appropriate. Oh! …an interesting thing to note is… during her courtroom testimony, Susan only remembers seeing Ron and you guessed it… Joy Miller!

    It's a shame that Joy only had two lines in the movie. The deleted scene with she and Holmes is funny.

    It’s a shame that Joy only had two lines in the movie. The deleted scene with she and Holmes is funny. I found this pic on a foot fetish web site as I was searching for Joy Miller via Google Images. Classic internet. I love you.

    So, Joy must have made quite an impression on Susan. I also find it interesting, that no matter what is said about Ron, he was at least trying to get back together with his estranged wife. A reconciliation, a new start so to speak. Not many drug-crazed murdering maniacs do that sort of thing, in my opinion. Ronnie now had “long time money” as well. But who knows… in six months he probably would have been broke again.

    Nash did not need to be a genius to figure out who had robbed him. Holmes had just left the Nash house a few minutes before the gang invaded the home. Holmes had also been there three times in the early morning, doing freebase and unlocking doors. Of course, Nash and Diles could put two and two together. The Gang and Holmes were idiots to overlook the obvious. They even ignored Tracy McCourt’s concerns once they were back at the house. It was all drugs, drugs, drugs. McCourt was the only person who was scared when they arrived back at Wonderland. He went home to North Hollywood a short while later, on his own. I wonder where he was when he saw the news reports two days later…?

    Summa baby Bummaa!

    Summa baby Bummaa!


    The Robbery and Aftermath

    David Lind: At Nash’s there was a chain-link gate that we just pushed open; we went to the sliding-glass doors that were left open by Holmes — and entered the guest bedroom. There was a doorway leading into the hallway, and I saw Gregory Diles, the bodyguard, a 300-pound black man, coming out of the kitchen with a serving tray in his hands.

    I shouted, “Freeze! Police! You are under arrest!”

    And then Ronnie and Billy also threw down on Eddie Nash.

    I had a leather case containing a San Francisco police officer’s badge, and we all identified ourselves as police officers, and we were all armed. So we handcuffed Gregory Diles and lay him on his stomach. But while I was cuffing Diles, Ronnie bumped my arm and the gun went off.

    Tracy McCourt: I was sitting in the car waiting for them when I heard a real loud noise and knew it had to be a gunshot. It sounded like a Magnum, but I calmed down by telling myself that any of the neighbors would have thought it was a load of lumber falling off a truck.

    Dodge D50 4x4 Pick Up. Was this Billy's or Ron's vehicle? Source: LAPD Crime Scene Video

    Dodge D50 4×4 Pick Up. Was this Billy or Ron’s vehicle? Source: LAPD Crime Scene Video

    David Lind: When the shot went off, Eddie Nash immediately fell to his knees. Diles wasn’t shot or anything, he just suffered some powder burns and bled a little.

    So I finished handcuffing him and laid him on the floor and put a throw rug over his head so he couldn’t see what we were doing. Eddie Nash was on his knees with his hands behind his head. Then Ron and Billy took Nash into his bedroom and I followed.

    Eddie was asked to lie facedown on the carpet of his bedroom. Ron went to a wardrobe closet where there was a floor safe, and asked Nash for the combination. Then Ronnie opened the safe and withdrew a half-pound zip-lock storage bag, which was approximately three-quarters full of cocaine.

    The Wonderland Spanish DVD Cover and New Title: "Excesses: At Your Own Risk"

    The Wonderland Spanish DVD Cover and New Title: “Excesses: At Your Own Risk”

    John had told us earlier that there was also a laboratory vial — approximately eight to ten inches in length, half an inch in diameter, full of heroin, which he called China white — and that it was in the area of Eddie Nash’s dresser. We picked that up, and also an attaché case full of money and jewelry. We found everything.

    Inside the attaché case was a considerable sum of money in twenties, fifties, and hundred-dollar bills, and a considerable amount of jewelry — gold jewelry and diamonds.

    Then I taped up Gregory Diles and removed the handcuffs, because the handcuffs could have been identified by what was engraved on them, and went to the bedroom and taped up Eddie Nash and threw a sheet over him.

    1975 Ford Granada. This type of car was used by the gang in the robbery. The movie used a different car.

    1975 Ford Granada. This type of car was used by the gang in the robbery. The movie used a different car.

    After that, as we were getting ready to leave, Ronnie started to question Diles about the whereabouts of the rest of the stuff, then pulled out a knife and started to cut him, but I told Ronnie, “We’ve got everything we need here. Let’s go.”

    So I opened the front door and signaled to Tracy McCourt. He started to back the car up. Then we all split.

    John was waiting inside the door when we arrived back at Wonderland Avenue. The first thing he wanted to know was exactly what had happened. He was very excited about it, but I told Ron not to tell him anything.

    The condos where Eddie lives in Tarzana. Present day.

    The condos where Eddie lives in Tarzana. Present day.

    David Lind: There were five of us involved in the robbery. Ronnie Launius, Billy Deverell, and myself were to [each] receive 25 percent of what we took. And John Holmes and Tracy McCourt were to split the remaining 25 percent of the drugs and the money. Everybody was in a pretty good mood after the success of the robbery, and we just got high.

    I don’t remember when John left. I do remember when I left. I left approximately nine or ten o’clock the next morning (Tuesday).

    And that was the last time I saw any of them alive.

    "This town is a f**king desert!"

    “This town is a f**king desert!”


    The Other Hollywood by Legs McNeil

    Susan Launius’ Testimony at John Holmes Trial

    David Lind’s Testimony and Statements to Police

    • John 9:48 pm on August 23, 2020 Permalink | Reply

    • Pixie 4:36 pm on June 23, 2018 Permalink | Reply

      Am now reading the Souza and Lange book, and in this book, it says that Jamie McGuan was also present during this robbery. She was allegedly high on heroin and in and out of consciousness during the robbery. I’m surprised David dint’ mention it.


    • Oklahoma Cowboy 8:31 pm on July 10, 2017 Permalink | Reply

      Pardon my ignorance, but has anyone considered Tracy McCourt as a possible suspect? His alibi of going home alone is pretty thin.


      • JohnnyFan 4:12 pm on September 13, 2020 Permalink | Reply

        Tracy was too weak and stupid to take down Ronnie, let alone bludgeon four people to death. That’s why he was relegated to duty as their wheel-man for the Nash hit. Besides, Lind had taken away Tracy’s gun.


    • localarts 10:07 am on March 29, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I remember David lind said a guy by the name of Jimmy Arias a.k.a Mr Vegas showed up at wonderland that morning to put launius on a plane for his court appearance. It was Arias that called Lind ane told him not to go to the wonderland house, everybody was dead. I’ve always wondered who Arias was.


      • John 12:58 pm on March 29, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Interesting! I had not read of this before. I know that one of Holmes producer buddies, “Amerson”?, told people a hit man showed up to take down the gang for some debt they owed or stole…he told Amerson, “they were already dead when I got there”.


        • localarts 4:34 pm on March 29, 2013 Permalink

          That was Linds testimony in the the first trial. The hitman Amerson is referring to was a man by the name of Paul Kelly. Kelly was one of Howard Cook’s enforcers and was subpoenaed to testify in the Nash trial, Kelly took the 5th.


    • localarts 6:45 pm on March 28, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I remember reading that launius had a July 1st court date in Sacremento for driving a stolen car… I wonder if that 75 Granada was the second car he stole?? That Dodge was probably a neighbors vehicle.


      • John 7:48 am on March 29, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Yes, I read about his court date also. I don’t think he was planning on going, dead or not. hahaa


  • John 9:50 am on March 10, 2013 Permalink | Reply
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    Talk Show Host Makes Good Points About Wonderland & Life Choices 

    Ignore his few political comments, but he makes some good points about what human beings are capable of doing to one another. He also reminds us about going down the wrong path in life and not being able to find our way back.  Some of his Wonderland background info is off base, but what can you expect from a Wonderland newbie.

    If embedded video is not working, go here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEtcPtN6IQw


    • scabiesoftherat 11:45 pm on March 11, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I remember right when these murders occurred. I was sitting on my front porch (I was in my mid teens) reading the newspaper. I read about it the day after it happened. Not to be distracted from my own life, I hopped into my red NOVA and took off to go party in the hills. (Not LA, though) My life was pretty parallel with Holmes’ life, except for the porn and appendage thing. I got on the straight and narrow easily enough. I just ran out of money. Then I realized, to get money, I should get a job. Not a hard way out of the woods as Mr. Savage might think. Maybe if I was famous,…it would have been a different story. (Plus, my dumb luck, wouldn’t-you-know-it? I met my lovely wife in the summer of ’81. Stories like that sometimes have a happy ending. We’re still married.)

      Great post John. This one took me back down memory lane, man. What a great summer….


      • John W 6:08 pm on March 12, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        I remember the news of the murders also. I was in 5th grade but early on in the investigation it was seen as a Manson type of crime… Random, brutal, etc. I just remember the local and national news treating the murders to Tate/LaBianca slayings. A day or two later the media started reporting the drugs angle. Thanks for posting here!


        • scabiesoftherat 12:34 am on March 13, 2013 Permalink

          Thanks, John. Just keep them coming. I am always on the edge of my seat with each new post. You do a great job, man. Very interesting blog. Love it. I check MSN to get the news and Wonderland 1981 to get the scoop…


  • John 12:22 pm on September 20, 2012 Permalink | Reply
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    The Devil and John Holmes, by Mike Sager (May, 1989) 

    John Holmes was a porn star. Eddie Nash was a drug lord. Their association ended in one of the most brutal mass murders in the history of Los Angeles.
    Deep in Laurel Canyon, the Wonderland Gang was planning its last heist. It was Sunday evening and the drugs were gone, the money was gone, the situation was desperate. They’d sold a pound of baking soda for a quarter of a million dollars: There were contracts out on their lives. Now they had another idea. They sat around a glass table in the breakfast nook. Before them were two pairs of handcuffs, a stolen police badge, several automatic pistols and a dogeared sheet of paper, a floor plan. They needed a score. This was it.
    There were seven of them meeting in the house on Wonderland Avenue, a jaundiced stucco box on a steep, winding road in the hills above Holly- wood. Joy Audrey Miller, 46, held the lease. She was thin, blond, foul-mouthed, a heroin addict with seven arrests. She had two daughters, had once been married to a Beverly Hills attorney. A year ago, she’d been busted for dealing drugs out of the Wonderland house. Six months ago she’d had a double mastectomy. Her lover was Billy DeVerell. DeVerell, 42, was also a heroin addict. He had a slight build, a pockmarked face, a record of thirteen arrests. “He looked like a guy in a dive bar in El Paso,” according to a neighbor.
    Sharing the house with Miller and DeVerell was Ronald Launius, 37. Blond and bearded, Launius had served federal time for drug smuggling. A California cop called him “one of the coldest people I ever met.”
    The house at 8763 Wonderland rented for $750 a month. There was a garage on the first floor; the second and third floors had balconies facing the street. A stairway, leading from the garage to the front door, was caged in iron. There was a telephone at the entrance, an electronic deadbolt on the gate, two pit bulls sleeping on the steps.
    Though elaborately secure, the house was paint-cracked and rust-stained, an eyesore in a trendy neighborhood. Laurel Canyon had long been a prestige address, an earthy, woodsy setting just minutes from the glitter and rush of Tinseltown. Tom Mix and Harry Houdini once lived there among the quail and scrub pine and coyotes. Later, in the Sixties, the canyon attracted writers and artists, rock stars and gurus. Number 8763 Wonderland Avenue had some history of its own: Paul Revere and the Raiders once lived there.
    By the Eighties, former California governor Jerry Brown was living on Wonderland Avenue, and Steven Spielberg was building on a lot not far away. The house at 8763 had passed from a raucous group of women—neighbors recall naked women being tossed from the first-floor balcony—to the members of the Wonderland Gang. Things at the house were always hopping, someone was always showing up with a scam. Miller, DeVerell and Launius needed drugs every day. They were always looking for an opportunity. Jewelry stores, convenience stores, private homes—they would try anything, as long as it meant money or drugs.
    “There was a lot of traffic, all day, all night,” says a neighbor. “Everything from Volkswagens to a Rolls-Royce Silver Shadow. They threw brown bags of dope off the balcony. There was shouting, laughing, rock & roll twenty- four hours a day.”
    At the moment, on this evening of June 28th, 1981, Wonderland Avenue was quiet. Five men and two women were meeting in the breakfast nook, sitting in swivel chairs, leaning against walls. The floor plan before them showed a three-bedroom, high-end tract house on a cul-de-sac in the San Fernando Valley. It had a pool and a sunken living room, a white stone facade. Inside was a painting by Rembrandt, a jade and ivory collection, sterling silver, jewelry and, most appealing of all, large quantities of money and drugs.
    The man who owned the house was named Adel Nasrallah. He was known as Eddie Nash. A naturalized American, Nash came to California from Palestine in the early Fifties. In 1960 he opened a hot-dog stand on Hollywood Boulevard. By the mid-Seventies, Nash held thirty-six liquor licenses, owned real estate and other assets worth over $30 million.
    Nash had clubs of all kinds; he catered to all predilections. The Kit Kat was a strip club. The Seven Seas was a bus-stop joint across Hollywood Boulevard from Mann’s Chinese Theaters. It had a tropical motif, a menu of special drinks, a Polynesian revue, sometimes belly dancers. His gay clubs were the first in L.A. to allow same-sex dancing. His black club was like a Hollywood Harlem, jazz and pinkie rings and wide-brimmed straw hats.The Starwood, on Santa Monica Boulevard, featured cutting-edge rock & roll. In the late Seventies, Los Angeles police averaged twenty-five drug busts a month at the Starwood. One search of the premises yielded a cardboard box containing 4000 counterfeit Quaaludes. A sign on the box, written in blue Magic Marker, said, FOR DISTRIBUTION AT BOX OFFICE.
    Nash was a drug dealer and a heavy user. His drug of choice was freebase, home-cooked crack cocaine, and he was smoking it at the rate of two to three ounces a day. He always had large quantities of coke, heroin, Quaaludes and other drugs at the house. His bodyguard, Gregory DeWitt Diles, was a karate expert and convicted felon who weighed a blubbery 300 pounds. According to one eyewitness, Diles once chased a man out of the Kit Kat and emptied his .38 revolver into the man’s car. The car was on the other side of Santa Monica Boulevard, across six lanes of traffic. The time was 2:30 in the afternoon. No one was injured.
    Nash and Diles were well known on Sunset Strip. “Eddie Nash assumed he deserved a certain amount of respect,” says one denizen. “If somebody fucked with him . . .”
    Now, in the breakfast nook, a tall, gaunt man with curly hair and a sparse beard pointed to the floor plan he had sketched.
    “Here, this back bedroom, that’s Diles’s room,” he said. “He keeps a sawed-off shotgun under the blanket. . . . Here, this is Nash’s room. There’s a floor safe in the closet, right . . . over . . . here.”
    “You sure about this, donkey dick?” asked Tracy McCourt, the gang’s wheelman.
    “Hey, it’s cool,” said John Holmes, 36, the man with the plan. “I know Eddie. Nash loves me. He thinks I’m famous.”
    John Holmes was famous, at least in some circles. What he was famous for was his penis.
    In a career that would span twenty years, Holmes made 2274 hardcore pornographic films, had sex with 14,000 women. At the height of his popularity, he earned $3000 a day on films and almost as much turning tricks, servicing wealthy men and women on both coasts and in Europe.
    Since the late Sixties, Holmes had traded on his natural endowment. His penis, when erect, according to legend, measured between eleven and fifteen inches in length. Recently, however, Holmes’s biggest commodity had been trouble. He was freebasing one hit of coke every ten or fifteen minutes, swallowing forty to fifty Valium a day to cut the edge. The drugs affected his penis; he couldn’t get it up, he couldn’t work in porn. Now he was a drug delivery boy for the Wonderland Gang. His mistress, Jeana, who’d been with him since she was fifteen, was turning tricks to support his habit. They were living out of the trunk of his estranged wife’s Chevy Malibu. Holmes was stealing luggage off conveyers at L.A. International, buying appliances with his wife’s credit cards, fencing them for cash.
    Holmes was into Nash for a small fortune. Now Holmes owed the Wonderland Gang, too. He’d messed up a delivery, had a big argument with DeVerell and Launius. They took back his key to Wonderland, and Launius punched him out, then hit Holmes with his own blackthorn walking stick. They told him to make good. He tried to think. Addled synapses played him a picture: Eddie Nash.
    “So you go in,” Launius was saying to Holmes, reviewing the plan. “You talk to Nash, whatever, you tell him you got to take a piss. Then what?”
    “I leave the sliding door unlocked—this one,” said Holmes, pointing to the floor plan, “here, in the back. The guest bedroom. Then I leave. I come back to Wonderland. Tell you it’s all clear. Then you guys take him down.”
    And so the plan was fixed. At midnight, the Wonderland people scraped together $400, and Holmes, whose pretense for entrance would be buying drugs, drove off to Nash’s house.
    It was 1.6 miles from Wonderland Avenue to Dona Lola Place, which was fortuitous, because the stolen Ford Granada driven by the Wonderland Gang was running on empty. In the car were DeVerell, Launius, McCourt and a man named David Lind, a friend of Launius’s. Lind and his girlfriend had come down three weeks earlier from Sacramento to stay at Wonderland. An ex-convict who’d served time for burglary, forgery and assault to commit rape, Lind had been invited to town, he would later tell a court, to practice his “profession,” committing crimes.
    McCourt drove up the hill on Laurel Canyon Boulevard, across Mulholland Drive, over the crest of the Santa Monica Mountains, down into the Valley. The sun was warm and diffuse. Sprinklers were ticking water across lawns. Rush hour was on. It was 8:30 Monday morning.
    Though Holmes had left Wonderland at midnight, he had stayed at Eddie Nash’s for six hours, smoking up the $400 he’d taken to spend, helping himself to a little more of Nash’s largess. Nash was extremely hospitable. He always called Holmes “my brother.” They’d known each other for three years.
    As night stretched into morning, Holmes had an attack of conscience, a glimmer of an understanding that knocking over Eddie Nash might lead to a lot of trouble. Nash knew the Wonderland people. He’d never met them, but he had, through Holmes, given them a $1000 loan. Holmes muttered something to Nash about the gang. He wasn’t specific, but it really didn’t matter anyway. Nash hadn’t slept in ten days. He hardly knew what Holmes was saying. And, as Holmes’s supply of coke dwindled, his conscience was overruled by his jones. He excused himself, left the room and unlocked the sliding door.
    Arriving back at Wonderland just after dawn, Holmes announced the coast was clear. The time was right, he told Lind.
    There was one hitch. DeVerell, Launius and McCourt, all heroin addicts, were out cold.
    Three hours later, everyone was finally awake. Holmes drove to Nash’s again to make sure the sliding door was still open. This time, the gang decided not to wait for his return.
    Now, as McCourt turned right, off Laurel Canyon Boulevard onto Dona Pegita, he saw Holmes driving back toward them. Both cars slowed, pulled even in the middle of the street. Holmes rolled down his window, McCourt rolled down his.
    “It’s time,” Holmes said, and then he smiled and raised his fist “Get ’em, boys!”
    John Curtis Holmes had the longest, most prolific career in the history of pornography. He had sex onscreen with two generations of leading ladies, from Seka and Marilyn Chambers to Traci Lords, Ginger Lynn and Italian member of Parliament Ciccolina. The first man to win the X Rated Critics Organization Best Actor Award, Holmes was an idol and an icon, the most visible male porn star of his time.
    Holmes started in the business around 1968, a time when porn was just beginning to surface from the underground of peep shows and frat houses into mainstream acceptance. The Sixties, the pill, “free love,” communes, wife swapping, the perverse creativity of mixed-media artists who were pushing the limit, trying to shock—all of these things created an atmosphere in which porn could blossom.The pivotal event in porn history was the release of Deep Throat, starring Linda Lovelace and Harry Reems, in 1972. Though the movie, when it began to appear at theaters around the country, was branded as obscene and closed down almost everywhere it played, its producers contested the charges in the courts and eventually won. In the end, Deep Throat was massively consumed by an enthusiastic public. With the release the same year of The Devil in Miss Jones and Behind the Green Door, porn became part of popular culture. Suddenly, Johnny Carson was telling Deep Throat jokes on The Tonight Show.
    One day in 1970, Holmes met Hawaiian producer Bob Chinn. Up to this time, Holmes had been doing mostly photo layouts, stag films and 8-mm bookstore loops. He showed Chinn his portfolio of stills, then stripped. That evening, Chinn wrote a three-page screenplay; a partnership was born. This would lead, in the mid-Seventies, to Holmes’s most successful role, as Johnny Wadd, the hard-boiled detective, porn’s parody of Sam Spade. Holmes’s character, said Al Goldstein in Screw magazine, was “a thin, bony, trench-coated shamus, outrageously horny, bedding down with client and quarry alike.” In Goldstein’s opinion, “it was a goofy, crudely made series,” but it was wildly successful. In a way, Holmes was everyman’s gigolo, a polyester smoothy with a sparse mustache, a flying collar and lots of buttons undone. He wasn’t threatening. He chewed gum and overacted. He took a lounge singer’s approach to sex, deliberately gentle, ostentatiously artful, a homely guy with a pinkie ring and a big dick who was convinced he was every woman’s dream.
    Holmes went on to make more than 2000 movies. Teenage Cowgirls, Liquid Lips, China Cat and Tapestry of Passion. Eruption, a porn remake of Double Indemnity. Dickman and Throbbin, a lampoon of Batman and Robin. Hard Candy, a 3-D thriller. A porn “documentary” of his life, made in 1981, was called Exhausted.
    In time, Holmes became known as the Errol Flynn of porn. And like the leading men of yesteryear, what was known of him was mostly myth.
    According to legend—largely of his own making—Holmes was born in New York and lived with a rich aunt who’d been married fifteen times. The aunt sent him to fencing school, dancing school, a school of etiquette. They lived in London, Paris, Michigan, Florida. He lost his virginity at the Florida house, when he was six, to his Swiss nursemaid, Frieda.
    In high school, Holmes said, he slept with all but three girls in his class. He graduated from UCLA with majors, variously, in physical therapy, pediatric physical therapy, medicine and political sciences. His first porn film was made while he was working his way through college. A girl from the dorm recommended him. Also while in college, he said, he danced “nude modern jazz ballet” and drove an ambulance.
    When he became established as a porn star, Holmes said, he had a half dozen agents pulling in work for him. He made films nonstop, and he took eighty to ninety telephone calls a day. He had twenty-seven fan clubs; people wrote for locks of his pubic hair. Men asked him to autograph their wives’ breasts. Women asked him to deflower their daughters. One regular trick had him barge into her bedroom while she was watching TV, then tie her up and rape her. Her husband watched from the closet. Holmes said he’d had sex in airplanes, helicopters, trains, elevators, kitchens, bathrooms, on rooftops, in caves, storm cellars, bomb shelters in Europe, under a table in a restaurant filled with people, fifty feet underwater while wearing scuba gear. He’d been with three governors, two of their wives and one senator, who was “really a freak.”
    Holmes said he owned ten different businesses, that he was a gourmet cook, that he had written twenty-nine books, including a how-to manual combining cooking and sex. His penis, he said, was “bigger than a pay phone, smaller than a Cadillac.”
    Holmes’s voice was sly and ingratiating. He sounded a lot like Eddie Haskell on Leave It to Beaver and bore some resemblance to the actor who played him. Above all, he said, he loved his work: “A happy gardener is one with dirty fingernails, and a happy cook is a fat cook. I never get tired of what I do because I’m a sex fiend. I’m very lusty.”
    John Curtis Holmes was born to Mary and Edward Holmes on August 8th, 1944, in Pickaway County, Ohio, the youngest of three boys and a girl. Edward, a carpenter, was an alcoholic. Mary was a Bible-thumping Baptist. John remembered screaming, yelling, his father puking all over the kids.
    Holmes’s parents separated when he was three, and Mary moved the family into a housing project in Columbus. They shared an apartment with another divorced woman and her two children. When Holmes was eight, his mother married Harold, a manic-depressive who worked for the telephone company. They moved to a house on five acres in wooded, rural Pataskala, Ohio. Harold drank a lot. Once, he rammed his own hand into a harvesting machine. He lost his thumb and three fingers. At the hospital, as he came out of anesthesia, he said to Mary, “I’ll never have to work again.” He didn’t. Mary went to work on an assembly line at a Western Electric plant.
    John was a shy and lonely kid who kept to himself and had perfect attendance at Sunday school. He lost his virginity at age twelve to a thirty-six-year-old woman who was a friend of his mother’s. At home, Harold picked on John. There were backhands, lectures, drunken rages. By the time John’s half brother was born, John was spending most of his time in the woods, hunting, trapping, fishing, staying away from Harold. Then one day Harold threw John down the stairs and came after him. John swung and knocked his stepfather out. On his sixteenth birthday, Holmes joined the army. He served in the signal corps, spending three years in Nuremberg, Germany. He never went home again.
    After mustering out of the army, at age nineteen, Holmes went to work as an ambulance driver, and soon thereafter he met Sharon Gebenini. Sharon was a nurse at USC County General, working on a team that was pioneering open-heart surgery. She was twenty, an army brat. They were married in August 1965 at Fort Ord, California.
    One summer day in 1968, Sharon came home a little early from work. Her new boss, a pediatrician, had shut down the office for the afternoon, and she’d gone to the market, planned a special dinner for her husband.
    Holmes, in those days, was a string bean, six feet tall, 150 pounds, hair still cut in a military buzz. When Sharon and John were first married, she says, he was very naive, looking for the perfect relationship. “He was very possessive. He wouldn’t even let me meet the people he worked with.”
    Recently, Holmes had been drifting from job to job, trying to find a niche. He quit the ambulance service and got work stirring vats of chocolate at a Coffee Nips factory in Glendale. Then he sold shoes, furniture, Fuller brushes door-to-door. He drove a forklift at a meatpacking plant in Cudahy until his lung collapsed from working in the freezer. Just recently, he had begun training to be a uniformed security guard.
    Unbeknownst to Sharon, Holmes had also recently started in porn, following an encounter with a professional photographer named Joel in the bathroom of the poker parlor in Gardina. Holmes was doing sex pictorials, dancing in clubs.
    Now, home early from her office, Sharon left her purse in the foyer, squeaked down the hall on white rubber soles to the bathroom of their one-bedroom apartment in Glendale. The door was open. Inside was her husband, John. He had a tape measure in one hand, his penis in the other.
    “What are you doing?” she asked.
    “What does it look like I’m doing?”
    “Is there something wrong? Are you afraid it’s withering and dying?” she said, laughing.
    “No, I’m just curious,” said Holmes.
    Sharon went to the bedroom, lay down, read a magazine. Twenty minutes later, Holmes walked into the room. He had a full erection.
    “It’s incredible,” said John.
    “What?” “It goes from five inches all the way to ten. Ten inches long! Four inches around!”
    “That’s great,” said Sharon, turning a page of her magazine. “You want me to call the press?”
    Her husband fixed her with a long stare. Finally he said, “I’ve got totell you I’ve been doing something else, and I think I want to make it my life’s work.”
    Holmes went on to say that he wanted to be best in the world at something, and that he thought pornography was it. Sharon had been a virgin when they’d met. She wasn’t happy.
    “You can’t be uptight about this,” John said, a refrain she would hear for the next fifteen years. “This means absolutely nothing to me. It’s like being a carpenter. These are my tools, I use them to make a living. When I come home at night, the tools stay on the job.”
    “You are having sex with other women,” said Sharon. “It’s like being married to a hooker.”
    Holmes said nothing.
    And so began the loops and the stags, and then Johnny Wadd was born. Holmes let his hair grow, started wearing three-piece suits. He and Sharon settled into a strange hybrid of domesticity. She paid for food and household expenses, did his laundry, cooked for him when he was home. John kept his porn money and spent it on himself. By 1973, John and Sharon were sharing the same house, even the same bed, but they were no longer having sex. Sharon had gone so far as to stop physical relations, but she couldn’t bring herself to kick him out. “Let’s face it,” she says. “I loved the schmuck. I just didn’t like what he was doing.”
    John bought himself an El Camino pickup and a large diamond solitaire that became his trademark in films. Then he designed a massive gold and diamond ring in the shape of a dragonfly, and a gold belt buckle, measuring eight by five inches. The buckle depicted a mother whale swimming in the ocean, her baby nursing beneath. John was into Save the Whales. He wore the buckle when he and Sharon sold bumper stickers door-to-door.
    In 1974, Sharon became the resident manager of a ten-unit apartment court in Glendale. It was owned by the pediatrician she worked for; she and Holmes lived rent-free in an adjacent house. Sometimes he worked around the apartments as the handyman and gardener. He also renovated the house, outdoing himself in the master bathroom, recreating a backwoods outhouse, complete with a quarter-moon cutout, a shingled roof over the bathtub and a rough-hewn box around the commode.
    Holmes was an inveterate collector of junk. He picked wire out of dumpsters and sold the copper. He went to garage sales and bought old furniture. He could repair anything, liked sketching and working in clay. He also collected animal skulls. Once, Sharon says, he got a human head from UCLA. He boiled it clean in a pot on Sharon’s stove. They called it Louise. At Christmas, they decorated it with colored lights.
    About this time, Sharon says, Holmes began working as a courier for the Mob. “He’d come home from one of his movie premieres, take off his boots, peel down his socks and take out a wad of large bills. He’d say, ‘Count this.’ We’re talking $56,000 in two boots.”
    Jeana Sellers (not her real name) arrived in Holmes’s life in 1976. She was a teenager, and her parents had just divorced. She’d driven out from Miami with her father and younger sister. Along the way, in Colorado, Mr. Sellers picked up a hitchhiker who was going to Glendale to see his girlfriend. Mr. Sellers had no particular plan; Glendale sounded just fine. By the time they pulled into the apartment complex managed by Sharon Holmes, it had been decided. The Sellers would stay there.
    The complex had ten free-standing cabana apartments, built around a courtyard. Holmes’s half brother and his wife lived there; this little community was the personal fiefdom of John Holmes. One day, Jeana was visiting a neighbor when Holmes came by to deliver a bag of pot. Holmes talked a while, looked Jeana up and down. “Too bad you’re so young,” he said finally, then left.
    Soon after, the courtship of Jeana began. Whenever he returned from days or weeks away, Holmes would bring gifts: stuffed animals, roses, a ring. For her sister Terry, who was fourteen and overweight, he brought what he called “Terry food,” pounds and pounds of candy. Holmes hired the sisters to do gardening around the complex. When they’d finish work, he’d make sandwiches. John had a van by then, and soon he began organizing camping trips with Jeana, Terry and Terry’s boyfriend, Jose. “I was really charmed,” says Jeana. “I was just taken off my feet. He treated me very special.” John was thirty-one, she was fifteen.
    One night Holmes told Jeana to meet him at the van. They went to the beach. “I didn’t know what was going to happen, but I knew what might,” she says. “We sat on the rocks, the moon was just right. We sat for a long time, and he was very, very quiet. He just stared. I played in the water. When I got out, he said, ‘Let’s go,’ and we drove toward home. And then, just as we got to this intersection, he slammed on the brakes. It was dark, and there wasn’t any traffic. He said, ‘Would you make love to me?’ I literally shook to death. I said yes. I loved him. We did it in the van. After that I was his.”
    In time, Jeana’s father went back to Miami and took Terry with him, and Jeana moved in with John’s half brother and his wife, David and Karen. Jeana dropped out of Glendale High School. During the day, she worked in a nursing home. At night, she baby-sat for David and Karen.
    By 1978, Holmes was freebasing cocaine all the time. He’d been turned on to the drug on a movie set in Las Vegas and had been smoking ever since. Now he never went anywhere without his brown Samsonite briefcase. Inside were his drugs, his glass pipe, baking soda and a petri dish for cooking cocaine powder into rock base, a bottle of 151 rum and cotton swabs for lighting the pipe. Jeana was doing freebase too, almost every night.
    “When he did coke,” says Jeana, “he’d do it until it was all gone, and then he’d scrape the pipe and smoke all the resin he could find, and then he’d take a bunch of Valium. He’d have me make these peanut-butter chocolate-chip brown-sugar butter cookies. All the sugar helped him come down. He’d have a big glass of milk, and we’d turn on the cartoons, and then he’d go to bed in Sharon’s room. I’d usually fall asleep on the couch.”
    By this time, Sharon had befriended Jeana. “The poor girl was emaciated,” Sharon says. Sharon’s first act was to move Jeana out of Karen and David’s and into a garage apartment in the complex. A few months later, Jeana moved into the guest room of the house. “I knew the whole picture,” says Sharon. “He was picking on a kid that didn’t know any better. I had to let her know there was another world out there, that John was not God Almighty.
    “John was terrified that I was going to confront her. But I had no reason to confront her. Why? Why would I confront her? He meant nothing to me in that way.”
    Holmes was gone now more and more, making films in Europe, San Francisco and Hawaii, doing private tricks, traveling to film openings across the country. At the same time, Holmes was acting as an informant on matters of porn and prostitution for Sergeant Tom Blake, an L.A. vice detective. He began spilling to Blake in 1973, after he was arrested on a movie set. It is debatable whether or not Holmes ever told Blake anything he could use.
    Also during this period Holmes spent much of his time with his best and only friend, Bill Amerson, in Sherman Oaks. Amerson, a menacing six feet four, 250 pounds, tells tales of his own involvement in drug dealing and organized crime. He says he played pro football and worked as a stunt man, specializing in motorcycle crashes. He was now in porn—writing, directing, producing.
    Amerson and Holmes had met on a shoot in San Francisco in 1970; they were kindred egos ever after. “John was like a little brother to me,” says Amerson.
    Amerson named John the godfather of his children and gave Holmes his own room at his house. Holmes and Amerson went hunting, deep-sea fishing, camping. Mostly, says Amerson, he and Holmes excluded women. “John didn’t particularly care for women. At times, I think, he disliked women. He would rather be out in the woods. He was really a simple kid. He liked going to Disneyland, he liked all the rides. He was really sensitive, but he didn’t want anyone to know. A puppy getting hit by a car, a dead bird, strange things made him cry. We spent hours talking about reincarnation, about life, about God, or the lack of.”
    Holmes started to become erratic around 1978. On sets, he was harder and harder to deal with. He’d lock himself in bathrooms, in closets. People who worked with him joked that you had to leave a trail of freebase from the bathroom to the bedroom to get Holmes to work. Amerson would get calls from directors. He’d go to the set, usually a rented house in the San Fer- nando Valley. He’d find Holmes “going through drawers, looking for something to steal. He’d turned into a fucking burglar.
    “John got strange,” says Amerson. “He got wild eyed. He didn’t make a lot of sense when he talked.”
    Soon the man who once claimed to be making almost $500,000 a year selling his sexual charms was working as a drug delivery boy for the gang of outlaws and junkies who lived on Wonderland Avenue. He stole luggage, broke into cars, visited old girlfriends and tricks and ripped them off, charged $30,000 worth of appliances to Sharon’s credit cards. For a while, he and his half brother David tried to make a go of a combination antique store and locksmith service. Jeana ran the store, the Just Looking Emporium. It didn’t last long.
    The night the store closed its doors for good, says Jeana, John was strung out and paranoid. “That was the first night he punched the shit out of me,” she says, and thereafter, the beatings were regular. “One time he beat me so I’d sleep with these two black guys from his answering service. I think he couldn’t pay the bill. Then he beat me ’cause I slept with them.”
    By early 1980, Holmes and Jeana had moved out of the complex for good. They stayed in motels sometimes, but mostly they lived in Sharon’s Chevy Malibu. Or at least Jeana did. “I was famous for waiting in the car,” she says. “We’d drive somewhere to do a drug deal. He’d get out. I’d wait. Sometimes it would be two days. I’d have a six-pack of Pepsi and a coffee can to pee in. And my dog, Thor. He was a little Chihuahua. John and Sharon gave him to me.”
    So it went, until they were busted in January of 1981. At that point, Holmes had Jeana, now twenty, turning tricks. She was living in an apartment in the Valley with a porn actress and high-priced hooker named Michelle. In the early hours of January 14th, Jeana and Michelle were visiting an apartment in Marina Del Ray. While John was waiting for them in the parking lot, he stole a computer out of a car. Thus far, Holmes had been pretty lucky. His connection as an informant for the L.A. police had kept him clear of being busted. But now Holmes was committing felonies almost every day. His luck had run out. The cops got them in the parking lot.
    The next day, Eddie Nash bailed them out. Jeana didn’t want to go back to Michelle’s. John insisted. She refused. He punched her in the stomach, dragged her through the door. “Get some sleep,” he told her. “You gotta work tonight.”
    John went to take a bath. Jeana heard the water shut off, heard John get into the tub. She wasn’t going back to this. Enough was enough.
    “Honey!” called John from the bathtub. “Get me a cup of coffee, will you?”
    She was halfway out the door when she heard his voice. She froze for a moment, then took a step back inside. She took a deep breath. Then she was gone.
    Jeana ran, with Thor in her arms, to a Denny’s restaurant. A little old man lent her a quarter. She called her mother in Oregon, asked for a bus ticket. Mom said okay, but it couldn’t happen until tomorrow. Jeana sat down and cried. The man bought her a bowl of chili, then sneaked her into his nursing home. Jeana slept the night on the floor by his bed. The other residents thought it was the scandal of the age. In the morning, many of them brought her toast from the cafeteria.
    Jeana said goodbye, then called the Glendale bus station. She told the ticket agent that John Holmes, the porn star, was looking for her and wanted to kill her. Please, she said, don’t tell him anything. The agent agreed to help. Then he asked how she was getting to the station. He and his son came and picked her up.
    As Jeana expected, Holmes showed up at the bus station. The ticket agent played dumb. Holmes followed the wrong bus all the way to San Francisco.
    Tracy McCourt turned right onto Dona Lola Place, drove 100 yards into the cul-de-sac, parked, cut the engine. DeVerell, Lind and Launius pushed aside the chain-link gate to Nash’s driveway and filed around to the right, behind the house. The sliding glass door was still open, as Holmes had said.
    They went inside, opened the door of the guest bedroom, peered out. Lind took the lead and charged down the hall, a short-barreled .357 Magnum in one hand, a stolen San Francisco police detective’s badge in the other. Diles and Nash were in the living room. Diles was wearing sweat pants, carrying a breakfast tray. Nash was wearing blue bikini briefs.
    “Freeze!” yelled Lind. “You’re under arrest! Police officers!”
    DeVerell and Launius covered Nash. Lind made his way behind the shirtless, blubbery bodyguard. He shifted the badge to his gun hand, his left, then took out the handcuffs with his right. As he fumbled with his paraphernalia and Diles’s thick wrists, Launius came over to help, tripped, bumped into Lind’s arm. The gun discharged. Diles was burned with the muzzle flash. The right side of his back, over his kidney, began to bleed. Nash fell to his knees. He begged to say a prayer for his children.
    “Fuck your children!” said Launius. “Take us to the drugs.”
    Lind rolled Diles onto his stomach, handcuffed him, threw a Persian rug over his head. Then he joined the others in Nash’s bedroom. Everything was where Holmes had said. Lind put his .357 to Nash’s head, asked for the combination to the floor safe. Nash refused. Then Launius forced the stainless-steel barrel of his gun into Nash’s mouth.
    In the floor safe were two large Zip-lock bags full of cocaine. In a gray attaché case were cash and jewelry. In a petty-cash box were several thousand Quaaludes and more cocaine. On the dresser was a laboratory vial about three-quarters full of heroin.
    Lind taped Nash’s hands behind his back, put a sheet over his head. He found a Browning 9-mm under Nash’s bed, then went to Diles’s room, where he found more weapons. Meanwhile, Launius asked Lind for his hunting knife. He went over to Diles, pulled the rug off his head, edged the knife against his neck.
    “Where’s the rest of the fucking heroin?” he demanded. “I don’t know,” said Diles. Launius pulled the knife slowly across Diles’s neck. Blood flowed. Suddenly, outside, Tracy McCourt began honking the horn of the getaway car.
    “Forget it!” said Lind. “Let’s get out of here.”
    At 10:00 a.m., Lind, McCourt, Launius and DeVerell walked through the door of the Wonderland house.
    Holmes jumped up from the couch. “So what happened? How did it go down?”
    “Don’t tell him anything,” snapped Lind.
    Launius, DeVerell and Lind went into Launius’s bedroom. They’d decided, before leaving Nash’s, that they would short Holmes and McCourt in the division of the loot. Working quickly, Launius removed about $100,000 in cash from the briefcase and hid it in his room.
    Meanwhile, Joy Miller and Barbara Richardson, Lind’s girlfriend, left the house and drove down the hill to the Laurel Canyon Country Store for gas and cartons of cigarettes.
    When they returned, the men were at the glass table in the breakfast nook. Everyone was busy. Holmes and Lind weighed the cocaine. Launius counted the Quaaludes. DeVerell counted the money. On the table were eight pounds of cocaine, 5000 Quaaludes, a kilo of high-quality China White heroin and $10,000 in cash. The jewelry would later be fenced for $150,000. Lind, Launius and DeVerell, the three who’d carried out the robbery, were to receive twenty-five percent each. Holmes and McCourt went halves on the last share.
    As soon as the weighing was done, Holmes went to the kitchen to cook some cocaine powder into rock, then went into the bathroom to smoke. The rest of the Wonderland people took turns injecting heroin and cocaine. After a while, Holmes came back into the living room. He complained about his share of the money. It was only about $3000. He knew that Nash had a lot more than that lying around the house.
    An argument ensued. Launius punched Holmes in the stomach.
    “Get the fuck out of here!” he screamed.
    For the first few months, while she was in Oregon with her mother, Jeana had refused to take Holmes’s calls. She’d gotten a job at a nursing home and was paying her mom rent, trying to rebuild her life. But Holmes kept calling. He sent flowers, presents, photos of them with the dog.
    By May, Jeana began taking his calls. By June, she was thinking, “Well, I’m not doing anything here.” On June 27th, two days before the robbery at Nash’s, she flew to Los Angeles.
    John was carrying two suitcases when he met her. “Oh, shit,” she thought, but she didn’t say anything.
    “I didn’t want to believe I’d fallen for a line again,” Jeana says. “He was sweet. He was great. There wasn’t any trouble. We went to a motel, had a nice reunion. No drugs. It was really nice. He was like the old John. Then he left.”
    On the day of the robbery Holmes still hadn’t come back. Management asked Jeana to leave. Holmes hadn’t paid for the room.
    Jeana packed her suitcase, gathered up her Chihuahua. She didn’t have any money. She didn’t know what to do. She couldn’t call Sharon. They hadn’t spoken in two years. Jeana was somewhere downtown. She didn’t know where. She walked the streets, tried to think. A pimp tried to pick her up. Then another. Then she ran into a woman preaching fire and brimstone on a corner. The woman took her to her house, put her to work painting a wall. Meanwhile, Jeana called Holmes’s answering service and left the number. Holmes finally called on the afternoon of the 29th, after the Wonderland Gang kicked him out. He showed up at the house in the early evening. “He had the biggest pile of coke I’d ever seen in my entire life,” says Jeana. “He took over the kitchen. He cooked coke all night long. He even had the Holy Roller’s sister smoking.”
    In the morning, they went out to get food. “When we came back, the door was locked,” says Jeana. “The Holy Roller was up in the balcony, waving a Christian flag, praying and hollering, singing ‘We Shall Overcome.’ She said John had cut some coke with an old tarot card and she believed it was a sign from the devil. I said, ‘Please, just let me get my clothes and my dog and we’ll leave.’ ”
    Gregory DeWitt Diles, six feet four, 300 pounds, barged through the front door of the house on Dona Lola, dragging John Holmes by the scruff of his neck.
    “In here,” said Nash.
    Diles shoved, Holmes skidded across the carpet. Nash shut the bedroom door.
    Wednesday afternoon, July 1st, two days after the robbery. Jeana was tucked into another hotel in the Valley. An hour before, Holmes had run into Diles. Holmes was wearing a ring that had been stolen from the boss.
    Eddie Nash was fifty-two years old, six feet tall, gray haired, strong and wiry. His family had owned several hotels before the creation of Israel in 1948. Nash told a friend that he missed the moonlight and the olive trees of his homeland, that he’d spent time in a refugee camp, that his brother-in-law was shot by Israeli soldiers.
    The youngest son in the family, Nash arrived in America with seven dollars in his pocket. He worked for others for a time, then opened Beef’s Chuck, a hotdog stand on Hollywood Boulevard. Nash was on the job day and night, wearing a tall white chef ’s hat, waiting tables himself.
    June M. Schuyler, an elementary-school teacher from Santa Barbara, remembers meeting the “nice-looking, very-light-skinned foreign man” at Beef ’s Chuck. She was living in Hollywood while her autistic son attended the Belle Dubnoff School for Brain-Damaged Children. The school was a block away from Nash’s place. She’d often take her son there for lunch.
    From then, wrote Schuyler, in a letter to a judge many years later, “Ed Nasrallah began a courtship that was as old-fashioned as they come. For many months he took me out to dinner, introduced me to his mother and other relatives. There never was a sexual relationship between us. I said ‘No’ and I meant it.”
    Over the next year, Nasrallah brought her grape leaves, hummus, pots of Turkish coffee. Schuykir said that Ed loved her son exceedingly and that he offered to “fix it up for you to take him to a top brain surgeon. . . . No strings attached.”
    By the mid-Seventies, Ed Nasrallah had become Eddie Nash and had amassed a fortune. He was also a drug dealer and a heavy user. His drug of choice was freebase; sometimes he mixed the crack with heroin. Nash was missing part of his sinus cavity, one of his lungs had been removed, and he had a steel plate in his head.
    For the last several years, Nash had rarely left his white-stone ranch house in Studio City. At home, Nash walked around in a maroon silk robe, or sometimes in bikini briefs, his body covered with a thin sheen of sweat. His voice had a smooth Arabic lilt. “You want to play baseball?” he’d ask his ever-present guests, lighting his butane torch, offering a hit off his pipe.
    “The consumption of alcohol and drugs was an ongoing, everyday affair,” says an attorney who is a longtime acquaintance of Nash’s. “The cast of characters would go from two or three to ten or more. It was amazing, the haphazard way in which people would come and go. You’d walk into the house, there were various girls walking around in various states of undress. Some were quite attractive. Others looked like they’d been sucking on the pipe a little too long.
    “When you met with Eddie, you met at his place, on his terms. I believe that cocaine paranoia created within him the desire to stay within that closed environment that he had control over. If anything, one of the themes in Eddie’s life has always been control. He wanted to be in charge. He wanted to be the Arab man in his tent. The master, the giver of hospitality. All his lawyers—I think he had maybe six or seven working on different things— all his managers, employees, customers, everyone, would come to him. He’d have Jimmie, the cook, prepare these elaborate spreads. You could walk up, whisper something in his ear, and he’d make it available. Whatever. You just had to ask, and he’d give.”
    According to court testimony, Nash had a fancy for young girls, whips and a game with a revolver called Russian roulette. One woman who had sex with Nash remembers “a lot of temptation. There were piles of cocaine in front of you. Jewelry, wads of money. You’d be left in a room for hours, and then you’d be called in. There were two-way mirrors in the bedroom, any- thing you wanted would be made available. In a way Eddie would assess you on what you took or didn’t take.”
    In early 1981, Nash’s second wife—the mother of his two sons, aged eight and five—filed for a protection order against Nash. After she left him, according to a court affidavit, “I took the children to Oklahoma to my aunt and uncle’s farm, together with my parents. My husband hired a girl to follow us. She came to the farm to find out if a certain man was with me. After she left, my husband called on the telephone at the farm and said to come home immediately. When I refused, he said, ‘Don’t come back to California or I will have two men waiting at the airport to kill you, and I will have your parents killed.’ ”
    Nash is said to have had political, police and crime connections. According to one Los Angeles law-enforcement official, “Ed Nash was a very well-known figure in the Sixties around Hollywood with police, and it was never an antagonistic relationship.”
    One of Nash’s friends and overnight guests was, according to a law- enforcement official, an Israeli with a military background, “the so-called reputed godfather of the Israeli Mafia.” A report by the California State Department of Justice revealed that the Israeli Mafia was active in California during the late Seventies and early Eighties and was involved in drugs, arson, extortion, gun-running and a number of murders, including the death and dismemberment of two Israeli nationals at the plush Bonaventure hotel in downtown L.A.
    During his six or seven years of heavy drug use, said the attorney, “Nash lost over a million a year directly attributable to drugs. His business empire totally atrophied as a result of the coke. What really cracks me up is people believe he was a dope dealer. That’s bullshit. He was consuming it. At an alarming rate.”
    On the afternoon of Wednesday, July 1st, 1981, Eddie Nash was again consuming drugs at an alarming rate. He’d been ripped off for eight pounds of cocaine, but the Wonderland Gang hadn’t found his private stash, and now he was bubbling his glass pipe furiously. He’d sent two of his minions out to score more drugs, but they hadn’t yet returned.Two customers waited. They did hits off Eddie’s pipe, eyed the door.
    One of the customers was Scott Thorson. Thorson had driven from Lake Tahoe to score from Nash. Or perhaps he had flown from Las Vegas. In court testimony years later, he would say, in answer to this and many other questions, “I don’t recall. I really don’t recall.” Thorson was the live-in lover of the entertainer Liberace. He was also in Liberace’s Las Vegas act. Wearing jewel-bedecked livery, he would chauffeur Liberace onto the stage in a glittering mini-Rolls-Royce, open the door, take his master’s fur coat. Then Liberace would make a joke about having the only fur coat in the world that had its own limo. During one special engagement, Thorson danced with the Rockettes. Liberace called him Booper, treated him like a son, a lover, a pet.
    Thorson had been addicted to cocaine for several years. It began, according to Thorson’s book, Behind the Candelabra, when Liberace ordered him to have cosmetic surgery. First, however, Thorson had to lose thirty pounds. A doctor of dubious practice prescribed a salad of different drugs to aid the weight loss. Pharmaceutical cocaine was one of the ingredients.
    In time, the surgery was completed, and Thorson was made into a young vision of Liberace. He remained addicted to coke. At the moment that Diles barged through the door with Holmes in tow, Thorson was with Eddie in his bedroom, doing hits. Nash was very upset.
    “I’ll have them on their knees!” Nash ranted to Thorson.
    “I’ll teach them a lesson! They’ll never steal from anyone again!”
    Thorson was excused, and Nash closed the door. Diles smacked Holmes, threw him across the room, shoved him against a wall. “How could you do this thing!” Eddie Nash screamed. Diles hit him again. “I trusted you! I gave you everything!”
    Nash and Holmes had met three years earlier at the Seven Seas. Nash was a big fan of porn. He invested in movies, leased office space to several porn-related operations. Holmes was one of the greats in the business. Nash liked having him around. He introduced him to all his guests. “I’d like you to meet Mr. John Holmes,” he’d say.
    For his part, Holmes did anything he could for Nash. Frequently he brought him girls. On Christmas Day 1980, he’d even presented Jeana. Nash reciprocated with a quarter ounce of coke. Holmes thought Nash was the most evil man he’d ever met, but he couldn’t quite figure him out, so he respected him.
    Now things were not so friendly. Holmes was crumpled on the floor. Diles leveled a gun at his head. Nash was leafing through a little black book that Diles had taken from Holmes’s pocket.
    “Who’s this in Ohio?” Nash screamed. “Who’s Mary? Your mother? Who’s this in Montana? . . . Is this your brother? . . . I will kill your whole family! All of them! Go back to that house! Get my property! Bring me their eyeballs! Bring me their eyeballs in a bag, and I will forget what you have done to me! Go!”
    Thursday, July 2nd, 3:30 a.m. Sharon Holmes switched on the porch light, spied through the peephole. Christ, she thought, John. She hadn’t seen him in three months. His clothes were ripped, he was bloody from head to toe. He stared straight ahead, unblinking. She opened the door, folded her arms against her chest.
    “Well?” “Accident . . . car . . . um . . .” he stammered. “Can I . . . come in?” They went to the bathroom. Sharon, a registered nurse, rummaged through a well-stocked medicine cabinet, brought out iodine and cotton swabs. She reached up and took John’s chin in her hand, turned his head side to side. Funny, she thought, no cuts, no abrasions. Just blood. “You had an accident in the Malibu?”
    John looked down at Sharon. His eyes blinked rapidly. They’d been married sixteen years. Sharon always knew when he was lying. That’s probably why he always came back. “Run me a bath, will you?” he said.
    John eased into the tub. Sharon sat on the wood-covered commode. “What now?” she thought. He dunked his head, put a steaming washcloth over his face. Then he sat up. “The murders,” he said. “I was there.”
    “What do you mean you were there?”
    “It was my fault,” John said, his eyes welling with tears.
    “I stood there and watched them kill those people.”
    “What are you talking about?”
    “I was involved in a robbery,” John began, and he told the story. The setup, the robbery, Nash’s threat to kill his whole family, Sharon included. “So I told him everything,” John said. “I told where the robbers lived and how to get there. I had to take them there.”
    “Three men and myself.”
    “Okay, you took them there.”
    “I took them there. There was a security system at the house. I called up and said I had some things for the people inside and to let me up. They opened the security gate, and the four of us went up the stairs, and when the door opened, they forced their way inside. Someone held a gun to my head. I stood there against the wall. I watched them beat them to death.”
    “You stood there?”
    “There was nothing I could do.”
    “John, how could you?”
    “It was them or me. They were stupid. They made him beg for his life.”
    They deserved what they got.”
    “Blood! Blood! So much blood!” Holmes was having a nightmare. Tossing and moaning, punching and kicking. “So much blood!” he groaned over and over.
    Jeana was scared to death. She didn’t know what to do. Wake him? Let him scream? It was Thursday, July 2nd, 1981. After bathing at Sharon’s, Holmes had come here, to this motel in the Valley. He walked through the door, flopped on the bed, passed out.
    Jeana sat very still on the edge of the bed, watching aTV that was mounted on the wall. After a while, the news.The top story was something about a mass murder. Four bodies. A bloody mess. A house on Wonderland Avenue. Jeana stood up, moved closer to the tube. “That house,”she thought.Things started to click. “I’ve waited outside that house. Isn’t that where John gets his drugs?”
    Hours passed, John woke. Jeana said nothing. They made a run to McDonald’s for hamburgers. They watched some more TV. Then came the late-night news.The cops were calling it the Four on the Floor Murders. Dead were Joy Miller, Billy DeVerell, Ron Launius, Barbara Richardson. The Wonderland Gang.The murder weapon was a steel pipe with threading at the ends. Thread marks found on walls, skulls, skin. House tossed by assailants. Blood and brains splattered everywhere, even on the ceilings. The bodies were dis- covered by workmen next door; they’d heard faint cries from the back of the house: “Help me. Help me.” A fifth victim was carried out alive. Susan Launius, 25, Ron Launius’s wife. She was in intensive care with a severed finger and brain damage.The murders were so brutal that police were comparing the case to the Tate-LaBianca murders by the Manson Family.
    Holmes and Jeana watched from the bed. Jeana was afraid to look at John. She cut her eyes slowly, caught his profile. He was frozen. The color drained from his face. She actually saw it. First his forehead, then his cheeks, then his neck. He went white.
    Jeana said nothing. After a while, the weather report came on. She cleared her throat “John?”
    “You had this dream. You know, when you were sleeping? You said something about blood.”
    Holmes’s eyes bulged. He looked very scared. She’d never seen him look scared before. “Yeah, well, uh,” he said. “Um, I lifted the trunk of the car, and I gave myself a nosebleed yesterday. Don’t worry.”
    On July 10th, police knocked down the door of their motel room and arrested Jeana and Holmes. For the next three days, Holmes, Jeana and Sharon were held in protective custody in a luxury hotel in downtown Los Angeles. Armed guards in the lobby, in the hallway. Room service. Holmes tried to make a deal with the cops. He wanted witness protection, a new name, money, a home. He wanted new names for Sharon and Jeana, too. He offered the police secrets. Names of mobsters, drug dealers, prostitutes, pimps. The police wanted to know who killed the Wonderland Gang. Holmes wouldn’t tell.
    “With Holmes, it was like he was center stage and the lights and the camera were on,” says a detective who was present. “It was like he was doing a movie. Here he is, he has two women with him. All three of them are sleeping in the same bed. He stroked us, jacked us around. He told us certain things.That we were on the right track, that this is indeed what had happened, that this was the motivation, that this was how it came down. He played it for all it was worth, then he said he wouldn’t testify. We cut him loose.”
    The three went back to Sharon’s house. Sharon cooked dinner. Holmes picked up Sharon’s two dogs and Thor from the kennel. Later, the women dyed Holmes’s hair black. Holmes and Jeana painted the Malibu gray with a red top. They used cans of spray paint. The finish was drippy and streaked, but it didn’t matter. They were going underground.
    Now it was midnight in the parking lot at the Safeway in Glendale. The Malibu was idling. Jeana sat in the front seat, Thor in her arms. Holmes leaned up against the back bumper, smoking a cigarette. Sharon stood with arms crossed. “Change your mind. Come with us, Sharon.”
    “No way, John.”
    “It can be the three of us, Sharon, like old times.”
    “You’ve got to be joking.”
    “You can’t do this to me,” he said.
    “Why? Why can’t I?”
    “Because I love you.”
    Sharon looked at him. On their first date, he’d brought a bottle of Mateus and a handful of flowers. Sharon had watched through the window as he picked them from the neighbor’s front yard. Now she shook her head slowly, walked around the car to the passenger side.
    Jeana leaned out the window, and they hugged. Over the years, they’d become like mother and daughter. “Take care of him,” Sharon said.
    “Hello, Jeana.”
    “Chris? Is that you?”
    “How are you, Sis?”
    “Fine. Where are you calling from? You sound close.”
    “I’m here.”
    “In Miami?”
    “What are you doing here?”
    “Well, I, I, ah, came . . . with a friend. Listen. Tell me where you are. I’ll pick you up.”
    Jeana hung up the phone. Her brother Chris, 16, lived in Oregon. She hadn’t heard from him in, what, six months? Not since she was home. Now it was December 4th, 1981. After leaving California, Jeana and Holmes had gone to Vegas, then Montana, then headed south, visiting the Grand Canyon, the Painted Desert. Holmes broke into cars along the way.
    The couple ended up in Miami, at a small run-down hotel on Collins Avenue. Everyone there was on some kind of slide. Big Rosie, the manager, let Jeana work the switchboard and clean rooms in exchange for rent. Holmes went to work for a construction company, painting a hotel down the strip. For extra money, Jeana solicited tricks on the beach.
    “Everybody at the hotel got to know us,” Jeana says. “We were real friendly. John was doing a lot of drawing. Drawings of the dog, of me. We’d have dinner with other people at the hotel, go to movies. We were like a normal couple. After a while, I said I didn’t want to go out on the beach anymore. We had a big fight. I ran out the door, down to the pool, and he ran after me, the fool. Everybody was down there. He beat the shit out of me, then walked back up to the room. Everybody was just shocked.”
    The next day, while Holmes was at work, a delegation of residents came to see Jeana. A mother and daughter offered to help. The daughter had a kid and a job. She was moving to a house. Would Jeana want to be the live-in baby sitter? Jeana packed her bag, gathered up Thor, put Holmes’ gun in her pocketbook.
    Now it was December 4th, and she hadn’t seen Holmes in two weeks. Her brother was in town; something weird was going on. Chris didn’t have a driver’s license. How could he rent a car?
    They picked up a six-pack, went to a park, sat by a pond.
    “Jeana, I’ve got to tell you. See that car over there? It’s the cops.”
    “You little . . .” Jeana stood, walked away. Chris caught up.
    “Listen,” he said, grabbing her elbow. “People are after John, and they think you’re with him. You’re going to get hurt. Tell the cops what they want to know, ’cause otherwise John’s going to be dead in a few days. You’re probably going to be saving him.”
    When the cops got to his hotel, Holmes was there. “I’ve been expecting you,” he said. He invited them in for coffee.
    “How you doing, John?” said the man in the gray suit, leaning over the safety rail of the bed. “John? Remember me?”
    February 1988, seven years after the murders. A sunny room in the Veterans Administration Hospital in Sepulveda, California. The man in the suit was Los Angeles Police Department detective Tom Lange. Behind him was his partner, Mac McClain. The Wonderland case was still open. They had a few questions for John Holmes.
    “We want to talk to you about Eddie Nash,” said McClain. “John? . . . Remember Eddie? . . . John? Are you awake?”
    Holmes’s eyelids fluttered. He weighed ninety pounds, his fingernails were two inches long. He was dying.
    Following his arrest in Miami, Holmes was tried for the murder of the Wonderland Gang. His defense was simple: John Holmes was the “sixth victim” of the Wonderland murders, and Eddie Nash was “evil incarnate.”
    “Ladies and gentlemen,” his lawyer told the jury at the outset, “unlike some mysteries, this is not going to be a question of ‘Who done it?’This is going to be a question of ‘Why aren’t the perpetrators here?’ ”
    In the end, the most damaging evidence the prosecution could produce was a palm print on a headboard above one of the victims. Holmes refused to testify. The jury found him innocent.
    Holmes remained in jail, however, on his outstanding burglary case. While awaiting that trial, he was ordered by a judge to tell the grand jury what he knew about the Wonderland murders. Because he’d already been tried, Holmes would not be able to invoke the Fifth Amendment. According to the law, he had to talk. He refused anyway. He’d underestimated Nash once, but he’d never do it again. Nash would kill him and his family if he talked, he was certain of it. He was held in the county jail for contempt.
    In jail, Holmes went on a hunger strike. Two weeks later, it was reported that he’d lost only seven pounds. Jailers said other inmates were giving him candy bars. Later it was reported that Holmes interrupted his fast, ate a meal, then continued his fast.
    Finally, on the afternoon of November 22nd, 1982, Holmes relented and testified. He’d been in jail eleven months in all, 110 days on the contempt charge. His attorney told reporters that he’d changed his mind because of “certain arrangements” that had been made and “certain circumstances” that had arisen. What he may have been referring to was the imprisonment, that very same morning, of Eddie Nash, on charges of dealing drugs.
    Just after the murders, Nash and Diles had found themselves in a world of shit. Nash’s house was raided three times. Each time, drugs, money and weapons were seized. Each time, Nash made bail. Then Nash was arrested with three others on federal charges of racketeering, arson and mail fraud, an insurance scam. Nash’s three coconspirators were found guilty. Nash was acquitted.
    In the end, both Diles and Nash went to jail. Diles got seven years on charges stemming from the drug raids. Nash was found guilty of possessing two pounds of cocaine for sale. At trial, his lawyer argued that the $1 million worth of coke was not for dealing, that it was strictly for personal use. During recesses in the trial, Nash would go out to his car and smoke freebase. Then he’d swallow a few Quaaludes and return. His lawyer hired a young associate to stick Nash with a pin whenever he nodded off in court.
    The judge in the case was Everett E. Ricks Jr. It was obvious from his comments that Ricks, a hard-liner, considered Eddie Nash a plague. Ricks even came in from his sickbed to sentence Nash. Coughing into the microphone, Ricks called Nash “a danger to the public” and maxed him out. Eight years in prison, a $120,350 fine.
    Two years later, Ricks reduced Nash’s sentence to time served, and Nash was released. Ricks cited Nash’s need for delicate surgery to remove a sinus tumor. “I wouldn’t want to be operated on in San Quentin Prison,” Ricks said sympathetically.
    Two years later, Ricks, himself, was ordered held against his will for psychiatric observation. The fifty-two-year-old former jurist had been arrested after he allegedly punched his eighty-two-year-old mother and threatened to kill someone if she didn’t give him keys to a car.
    After his release, Nash told a friend that jail had saved his life. He moved to a modest condo in Tarzana and set about rebuilding, taking college business courses at night. Drugs, inattention, back taxes and lawyers’ fees had depleted his fortune.
    Holmes, meanwhile, had gone back to making films.
    When he got out of jail, Holmes was jubilant. He greeted reporters, had dinner with his lawyer, then called Sharon. She told him to “get the fuck out of my life.” He couldn’t call Jeana. She was nowhere to be found.
    Holmes had nothing to do and nowhere to go. His lawyer lent him a Volkswagen Beetle and $100, and Holmes showed up at his friend Amerson’s house. While Holmes was in jail, Amerson had started a company called John Holmes Productions. He was marketing Holmes’s old films on video. Like all porn actors, John had been paid per day and had signed away the rights to his own films. His old friend was happy to pick them up. “Let’s face it,” Amerson says, “John was a product. I marketed him. That’s what it’s all about. It’s business.”
    With all the publicity from the murders, John Holmes had achieved almost mainstream celebrity. The video boom was just beginning, and Holmes became a kind of Marlon Brando of porn. No longer the leading man, he was now the featured oddity. In California Valley Girls, for instance, he had one scene. He came in, sat on a couch. A girl entered stage right. Then another girl, another. At the end, there were six working at once on his penis.
    Early in 1983, Holmes was shooting Fleshpond at a studio in San Francisco. One of the actresses in the cast was Laurie Rose. Laurie was nineteen; she came from a small town outside Vegas. In the business she was billed as Misty Dawn, the anal queen of porn.
    “That first time, we didn’t get to work together,” says Laurie, “but we were attracted. It sounds silly, but you know how you can meet someone for the first time and it’s like you know them already?”
    After the film, John and Laurie, who looked like Jeana, began dating. Usually, they smoked freebase and had sex. Then, says Laurie, “the third time I went up there, he came up to me with the mirror and said, ‘You want a hit?’ and I turned to him and said no. He looked shocked. He said, ‘Why not?’ and I said, ‘Because it makes me feel funny and I can’t talk.’ So he went in the bathroom, and he locked himself in. He stayed in there like three hours, and I’m just sitting there, you know, twiddling my thumbs. Finally he came out and said, ‘You know what? This stuff makes me feel funny too. I’m going to quit.’ ”
    In time, John and Laurie moved in together at Amerson’s. When Amerson raised their rent to $400, they got their own place in Encino. John continued to make films, but he made Laurie stop. “He thought one porn person in the family was enough,” she says. “And the AIDS thing was just starting to come out. Nobody had gotten it yet; but it was still in the back of our minds. He thought, ‘Well, if I’m going to take a chance, that’s enough.’ ”
    Apparently, Holmes had made good his promise and stopped doing drugs. John and Laurie stayed home a lot and watched videos. On weekends they went to swap meets and yard sales.
    “Nobody ever came over,” says Laurie. “Nobody knew where we lived. His words to me were ‘Friends can get you killed.’ We were very careful.Then, when Eddie Nash got out of jail, John was very, very worried. We went on twenty-four-hour watch. For like three weeks, one of us had to be awake at all times. It was like being in a movie or something.”
    By late 1984, John was working as an executive at Amerson’s VCX films. He was supposed to be doing sales and pre-production, writing and editing, in addition to acting. Amerson says Holmes spent most of his time playing cards and shooting darts. When VCX cut off Holmes’s salary, Amerson put up money to start Penguin Productions. Holmes was to run it. Laurie worked as a secretary.
    “John was tired of the whole industry,” she says. “He wanted to make a million dollars so we could just leave and be done with it.”
    Then, in the summer of 1985, John tested positive for AIDS.
    “He went fucking crazy” says Amerson. “He panicked, walked in circles around the doctor’s office, threw his briefcase down. He said, ‘I’m gonna die!’ and drove off.”
    “When he came back,” says Laurie, “he was laughing about it. We closed up the office and went to the beach. We played our favorite songs, walked, talked. John said he felt like he was chosen to get AIDS because of who he was, how he lived. He felt like he was an example.”
    John continued making films for a while. His last film was The Rise and Fall of the Roman Empress, starring Ilona “Ciccolina” Staller, a member of the Italian Parliament. By the time it was released, in 1987, Holmes’s health had already begun to slide. The word in the industry was that he had colon cancer. Holmes was telling people that doctors had removed sixteen feet of his large intestine. In truth, Holmes was operated on for hemorrhoids. Around that time, he also began developing complications related to AIDS. Amerson, meanwhile, accused his friend of embezzling $200,000 from the company. He cut Holmes off, canceled his insurance.
    “John was really sick by this point,” says Laurie. “We moved around a lot because the rent kept going up. I was working as a computer programmer. John would just stay home. He was in so much pain, you couldn’t touch him. He couldn’t walk. His legs and feet would swell up, his ears would bleed, he had infections in his lungs. His surgery wouldn’t heal up, either. He was very upset about the business. He’d made all these people millions and millions of dollars. We were really broke. He called some people, and they said, ‘We’ll help you out.’ But we’d never get the money they promised.”
    On January 24th, 1988, John and Laurie were married in the Little Chapel of the Flowers, in Las Vegas. It was a simple ceremony. The bride wore white. “It was a big ordeal for him,” says Laurie. “He knew he was dying. He knew we wouldn’t have a life together.”
    In February, Holmes was admitted to the VA hospital in Sepulveda. Soon after, Detectives Lange and McCain called the hospital. They wanted to see Holmes. After seven years, the district attorney was reopening the Wonderland case, based, in part, on testimony from Scott Thorson, Liberace’s ex-lover. Thorson, who was waiting to be sentenced on a drug-related armed robbery, had sought a deal with police. He was prepared to testify that Eddie Nash had sent Holmes and Diles to Wonderland Avenue and that Nash felt responsible for the “bloody mess” that resulted. Now the police wanted Holmes’s testimony.
    Laurie was standing at the door when Lange and McClain appeared down the corridor.
    “John, they’re coming,” Laurie said in a stage whisper.
    Holmes nodded his head, put out his cigarette, closed his eyes. “He was incoherent,” says Lange.
    John Holmes died on March 13th, 1988. “His eyes were open,” says Laurie, “and it looked like he had looked up to Death and said, ‘Here I am.’ It was the most peaceful look I ever saw in my life. I tried to shut his eyes like in the movies, but they wouldn’t stay shut.”
    Holmes didn’t want a funeral, but he did have a last wish.
    “He wanted me to view his body and make sure that all the parts were there,” says Laurie. “He didn’t want part of him ending up in a jar somewhere. I viewed his body naked, you know, and then I watched them put the lid on the box and put it in the oven. We scattered his ashes over the ocean.”
    Six months later, on September 8th, 1988, Diles and Nash were charged with the murders on Wonderland Avenue. After a preliminary hearing in January 1989, at which Thorson, among others, testified, Nash and Diles were bound over for trial this summer; they are currently being held without bail in the Los Angeles County Jail. Nash’s and Diles’s attorneys maintain their clients’ innocence and question the credibility of witnesses for the prosecution.
    “You know,” says Detective Lange, “there’s no mystery here. Every time you read something, they say it’s a big mystery. Or the local TV says it’s a big mystery. Or that show out of New York, you know, A Current Affair. Big mystery. Like aliens or something. There’s no mystery. John Holmes didn’t go to his grave with anything but a very bad case of AIDS. He told us everything initially, right after it happened.”
    “But it’s one thing to tell someone something,” says Lange. “It’s another thing to testify to it in court.”
    • John 10:01 pm on August 16, 2020 Permalink | Reply

    • Jill C. Nelson 7:15 pm on April 5, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      Hi Jim. Yes, John’s eldest brother Dale still resides in Pataskala. I don’t know about others, but Jennifer and I attempted to contact and interview family members for the book. We were in communication with one of John’s nieces, and his half-brother David. It was complicated, but in the end, we weren’t able to disclose/publish any information they shared with us. Our experiences with John’s niece and with David were positive. Of all of his siblings, David and John were probably closest.


    • Jim 5:14 pm on April 5, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      Jill it’s my understanding that Holmes’ older brother still lives in Pataskala.
      Have you or anybody you know ever tried to interview any of the family still living in the town?
      Your book was very thorough but I can’t remember if it contained any interviews from people in Pataskala.


    • Jill C. Nelson 3:05 pm on April 5, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      You could be right, localarts. Obviously, there are certain family member(s) who felt it necessary to protect someone or someone’s reputation. I do know however, that the family is not united about this slight. My feeling is that failing to include John as a member of the Holmes/Bowman family shows a lack of class and respect on the part of certain family member(s). A relative can easily be obliterated from an obituary, but he or she cannot be extinguished from a family tree or from existance. Personally, I think it’s rather sad.


      • localarts 9:53 am on April 6, 2014 Permalink | Reply

        You’re right Jill. Holmes cannot be erased from the family tree but whoever was responsible for Mary Holmes obituary had their reasons for leaving John out of it. While neither one of us were there, you can just imagine the gossip, finger pointing & name calling members of his family experienced and it must have been devastating. The fact he was left out of the obituary shows the level of hurt and shame he brought to the Holmes / Bowman name.

        Clearly, we don’t know the full magnitude of what his family went through but it must have been pretty damn bad to leave a son out of his mother’s obit!


    • localarts 10:38 am on April 5, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      There’s another thread on this blog that discusses the obituary for John Holmes mother. John was left out of the obituary all together. If his immediate family felt this way about him you can just imagine how the residence of this small town felt.

      I’m guessing the reason Holmes relatives omitted him was probably due to the fact they were trying shield younger members of the Holmes family for obvious reasons.


    • Jim 5:54 pm on April 4, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      Mark, I appreciate your insight. I will probably just walk around the town for a little bit and pretty much keep my mouth shut. Holmes hasn’t lived in the town for over 50 years and has been dead for over 25 years so I’m sure any questions about him would probably not go over well.


    • Mark C 11:10 am on April 4, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      I live est. about 150 to 200 miles or so east from Pataskala Ohio, Lot of the area people will not answer many at all questions from anybody who they may feel are outsiders or strangers for fear the stranger may try to harm or make fun of there own local community they must live in some way on a later date.
      Plus please remember them poor people just happen to be living in Licking County OH. That don’t help things at all when the locals hear the name John Holmes in a quick fast question from some passing stranger. That almost like a strange double blow curse has been put on the local area because of ex-local. That just how the locals been for many & many years. By the way Licking County was named because The County is on the South Fork of The Licking River. A very nice local river only. And not because of anything else. ( Late night talk show host sure could make a career over the many jokes over that name) So in a way I don’t blame the local people of always being kind of on there defense when ever the name John Holmes is asked locally by some passing stranger.
      But most people once you get to know them, They are hugely great, kind and wonderful people. I highly recommend getting to be good friends with some of the local people first before even asking anything about there world wide infamous ex-local citizen. You get lot more information & stories out of the few citizens that will talk about old Johnny.
      So my guess is we will not be seeing there longest city street be named The John Holmes Memorial Boulevard any time soon.
      Hope this may help explain little bit why them local people are a little cold to any stranger when it comes to the name John Holmes that may come up in any fast quick question from someone who they don’t know real good.. They done been down that road many times before of the countless jokes that been made of there local area.


    • Jim 3:24 pm on March 31, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      John, you are correct! I knew I saw something about a house in Pataskala. I’m probably going to have lunch somewhere in the town when I drive through. I would inquire a little bit about Holmes while I’m there but based on everything I’ve read on this site those people do not like outsiders asking questions.


    • misael 12:44 am on December 22, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      The first reading in english that i ever had as an exchange student in 1990 in the US right of the rolling stones edition. Fascinated by the story i just read it again and after watching the 2003 movie is such a strong (in spanish “moraleja”) or “learning” of the excesses. May excite, may disgust. But back on the reading, it’s interesting the message ‘Friends can get you killed”.


      • Jim 11:33 am on March 31, 2014 Permalink | Reply

        John, appreciate all the work you’ve done on this site.
        I am going to be driving through Pataskala, OH in a couple of weeks.
        I thought I saw on this site a picture of the house in Pataskala where Holmes grew up?
        Is there such a picture or is my recollection simply wrong.


        • John 3:11 pm on March 31, 2014 Permalink

          Thanks Jim. I posted a video of Pataskala and Jill Nelson shared some Pataskala pics she took while there. I am not sure if the house still exists or not. I believe there is a pic of the house in Jill’s book “Inches”


    • Jill C. Nelson 1:33 pm on May 16, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      Over the years, Sharon made many contradictory statements, as has Dawn Schiller, regarding Holmes and the Wonderland events. Neither woman was present during the robbery and murders, so as far as we were concerned, anything either one said about either event is heresay — including after the fact. For example, I have always been suspicious about the story that Holmes cried out in his sleep shortly after the murders screaming “Blood! There’s so much blood!” Both Sharon and Dawn said he did this verbatim with each of them (but not together) which I personally doubt. Their stories about this incident and other elements of the overall Holmes/Wonderland saga align a little too neatly which lead us to believe that one might have manipulated the other (for whatever reason) so that their stories would be similar. Years ago we read on Dawn’s blog (in and around 2005) that she claimed to have met the Wonderland gang. In her interview with Cass Paley and Roger Jacobs for WADD in the late 1990s, she claimed that she never met the gang. Btw, we were granted use (by HUSTLER) of the complete WADD transcripts for our book, including what was not included in the documentary — in addition to the 35 interviews we conducted ourselves.

      When individuals (especially when connected to an infamous individual like Holmes) prove to be untruthful, it makes a biographer question everything they have said as was also (obviously) the case with Holmes which is why our book was more than four years in the making. We quickly discovered that mostly all of the participants in this story lied at one time or another. That is why our book is presented in an oral history format which allows for all parties to weigh in on a given subject.

      If you are planning to order the book (my offer stands to send you a copy gratis), I don’t want to spoil anything for you. I will share this though: One of the statements Sharon made to the press concerning the much talked about “Holmes confession” had Holmes divulging “everything” about the murders to her three weeks after the crime. That’s not the story she stuck with in more recent years. Go figure.


      • John 1:41 pm on May 16, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Amazing. I have always felt that she was not always pimped out by John but sometimes…maybe…a willing participant in those things. She liked doing drugs too, so… hey, I’m gonna order the book tonight! I appreciate the offer! Thanks. When I’m done reading it, eventually I’ll donate it to the library here.


        • Jill C. Nelson 2:01 pm on May 16, 2013 Permalink

          We talked in depth to Julia St. Vincent for our book who was one of John’s primary girlfriends (and the director of Exhausted). She was also one of the women involved with Holmes at the same time as Schiller in 1980/’81, and knew Dawn back in the day. (She even paid for Dawn to accompany her to a wedding for a few days in Boston.) After Dawn and St. Vincent’s first meeting (the two women sabotaged Holmes who had no idea they knew one another) Dawn and her friends often visited St. Vincent in Hollywood and one of Dawn’s friends did work for St. Vincent.

          St. Vincent paints quite a different picture of Dawn than the one Dawn paints of herself today. I’m not suggesting at all that she wasn’t manipulated by Holmes at certain points, but according to St. Vincent, Schjller definitely had another, more street-smart side to her. Not surprisingly, St. Vincent is conveniently omitted from Dawn’s book which is ironic considering that St. Vincent is the one who helped Cass Paley and company track Schiller down for WADD.

          Anyway, just thought I’d share some insights.

          Thanks for reading.



    • JadedJules 11:00 am on September 21, 2012 Permalink | Reply

      Hey John. I was in Glendale last week with a girlfriend of mine. We both read Road Through Wonderland and were talking about it so we decided to drive past the address where John lived with Sharon and Dawn. An apartment building was in it’s place. It was tacky enough and looked like it was probably put up in the 80s. Anyway – I will post a picture here when I am on my home computer over the weekend.


      • John 11:58 am on September 21, 2012 Permalink | Reply

        Thanks, please do!!

        Have a great weekend.


      • John 6:25 pm on September 21, 2012 Permalink | Reply

        I wish that I lived there. I’d be there with you guys! And we could check out other sites. I know that it’s just another big city but I would love it! I have some time off coming, so maybe I’ll make it one day soon. It must ve great living there.


        • Bonnie Brae 9:25 am on September 22, 2012 Permalink

          OMG – if you only knew John! I have a fascination for street signs. Which is how I found your blog in the first place. I love photographing the Wonderland street sign and any other remotely interesting street sign. On Monday I am planning to photograph the Cielo Drive street sign. Let me know if you have any thoughts for anything else. PS – I loved the look of your blog so much that I copied you on my FB. I used my wonderland street sign for the ‘cover photo’. And I’m constantly sharing your stories with my bestie Gayle and my sis.


        • Bonnie Brae 10:01 am on September 22, 2012 Permalink

          http://www.facebook.com/julia.arabia this is me btw – get in touch with me if you want a few friends to drive around the freaky death zones and crime scenes with in LA. I grew up in San Diego but have been here for 15 years now and I take full advantage of living here too. I wish Spawn Ranch was closer.


        • John 12:10 pm on September 22, 2012 Permalink

          Cool, I sent a friend request.

          SoCal is so nice… But biggg!!! A lot of cool stuff to do and see. I have been to San Fran a few times but never knew anyone in SoCal.


      • Bonnie Brae 10:09 am on September 22, 2012 Permalink | Reply

        I have a few links – not sure which one if any will post the pics directly. anyway – giving it a shot.


        • John 1:05 pm on September 26, 2012 Permalink

          I think I have a “John St.” street sign posted in my folders somewhere. I took it somewhere in Houston. There’s a street near me here where I go on business called “Pansy Lane”. I don’t want to love there…right near Wimp Drive I’m sure!


      • Bonnie Brae 10:16 am on September 22, 2012 Permalink | Reply

        Not sure i which link to post. There is HTML code or Image code.
        Here is html


        • Jill C. Nelson 10:28 am on May 16, 2013 Permalink

          Excerpts from the above posted Sager piece:

          “On the afternoon of Wednesday, July 1st, 1981, Eddie Nash was again consuming drugs at an alarming rate. He’d been ripped off for eight pounds of cocaine, but the Wonderland Gang hadn’t found his private stash, and now he was bubbling his glass pipe furiously. He’d sent two of his minions out to score more drugs, but they hadn’t yet returned.Two customers waited. They did hits off Eddie’s pipe, eyed the door.
          One of the customers was Scott Thorson.”

          ‘“I’ll have them on their knees!” Nash ranted to Thorson.
          “I’ll teach them a lesson! They’ll never steal from anyone again!”’

          “Thursday, July 2nd, 3:30 a.m. Sharon Holmes switched on the porch light, spied through the peephole. Christ, she thought, John. She hadn’t seen him in three months. His clothes were ripped, he was bloody from head to toe.”

          Funny how Sager’s research is incorrect regarding the date of the murder and Holmes’ alleged subsequent visit to Sharon’s house. According to Sager’s piece, Nash is plotting and scheming on the afternoon of July 1st when we know the murders were committed in the early morning on July 1st and the bodies had already been found by the mid-late afternoon on that same day — according to homicide detecive Tom Lange who made a career of precisely documenting times and dates. Likewise, when Sager references Holmes “alleged” visit to Sharon on July 2nd wearing “bloody” clothes (supposedly immediately following the murders). Curious oversights. This is why it was so important to double check and seriously question previously reported/documented information when we researched Holmes and (particularly) the Wonderland story.


        • John 12:00 pm on May 16, 2013 Permalink

          I actually subscribed to Rolling Stone when this article was published in 1989. However, I never read that article until a few years ago. I have found Sharon quoted in two articles saying he knocked at the door, the other saying John woke her at her bedside. What really happened, Jill? I’m going to order your book asap!


      • Gayle 4:42 pm on April 2, 2014 Permalink | Reply

        So, where’s the picture? I never saw your photos from that visit.


        • Gayle 4:43 pm on April 2, 2014 Permalink

          My comment got misplaced. I was asking about the photos of the Glendale apartments.


        • John 2:47 pm on April 3, 2014 Permalink

          Jules never sent them to me


  • John 12:03 pm on September 18, 2012 Permalink | Reply
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    The Testimony of Susan Launius at John Holmes’ Trial 

    This testimony was obtained via the Freedom of Information Act from the Federal Office of Mind Your Own Business.



    Called as a witness by the People,

    was sworn and testified as follows:





    BY MR. COEN:


    Q: Miss Launius, were you the wife of Ronald Launius?


    A: Yes.


    Q: And directing your attention to sometime around June 30 of 1981, did you go to the residence at 8763 Wonderland Avenue in Los Angeles?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Was this your husband’s house?


    A: Yes.


    Q: At the time you were not living with him?


    A: No, I wasn’t.


    Q: And do you recall if you spent the night there?


    A: Yes. I believe I did.


    Q: And do you recall laying down on a bed?


    A: Yes.




    Q: And were you laying down alone or was there someone with you?


    A: Ron was with me.


    Q: Miss Launius, what is the next thing you remember?


    A: I was laying down on the bed and I believe I was watching TV and it seemed like there was a bunch of people coming in and out. Then, at one point it seemed like some people were moving faster.


    Q: By “fast” you mean like running or something else?


    A: Just kind of walking fast, the movements.


    Q: Walking into your room or the room you were laying down in?


    A: Yes.


    Q: What is the next thing you remember after that?


    A: Nothing.


    Q: Do you remember being in a hospital?


    A: Yes.


    Q: How long were you in the hospital?




    A: About two and a half months.


    Q: Do you recall if you had any injuries?


    A: Yes.


    Q: What was that, Ma’am?


    A: Massive head injuries and my left leg partly paralyzed because of my head injuries.


    Q: Did you lose a finger?


    A: And a finger.


    Q: Have you had any operations in the hospital?


    A: Yes. They operated on my head.


    Q: Did they remove a large portion of your skull?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Do you know the defendant seated at the end of the table? Do you know that man?


    A: No, I don’t.


    MR. COEN: I have nothing further.


    THE COURT: Cross-examination.






                              CROSS EXAMINATION





    Q: Mrs. Launius, I’m just going to ask you a few questions and I will tell you in advance that based upon your apparent delicate condition of health, if at any time you feel that the questions require you to take a break or something, you let me know. Is that fair?


    A: Okay.


    Q: Can you tell us what time you arrived at the location in the map to your left?


    A: What time?


    Q: Yes, Ma’am.


    A: It was early morning.


    Q: What does that mean?


    A: Early morning hours, about – I can’t quite remember – but it was early.


    Q: 8:00 o’clock would be –


    A: Around 7:00.


    Q: 7:00 or 8:00 in the morning?


    A: Yes.




    Q: How did you arrive there?


    A: With my husband.


    Q: You arrived at that location with Ron?


    A: Yes.


    Q: In his car?


    A: I believe it was his car. I don’t know.


    Q: Can you tell us how you were dressed?


    A: I had a pair of blue jeans on and a shirt and a pair of brown heels.


    Q: Had you ever been there (8763 Wonderland) before?


    A: No, I hadn’t.


    Q: From the time you arrived did you continually remain there?


    A: Yes.


    Q: You didn’t leave for any purpose that you can recall at this moment?


    A: No.





    Q: You do recall at some point prior to the time that you were hurt being in bed watching television? Is that correct?


    A: I don’t know if I was watching TV or not but I remember laying in bed beside Ron.


    Q: Can you give us any reference point to approximately what time that would be?


    A: I don’t remember.


    Q: When you arrived at 8:00 o’clock in the morning obviously the sun was out?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Do you recall at anytime during your stay at that residence that the sun set?


    A: No.


    Q: You don’t?


    A: I don’t recall.


    Q: You don’t?


    A: I don’t recall.


    Q: You don’t recall, then, the approach of dark?




    A: I can’t remember.


    Q: Do you recall anything that you might have seen on TV with regard to the type of program?[1]


    A: I don’t remember.


    Q: During the time that you were there did you see other people come and go in the house?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Were you introduced to some of the people?


    A: No. They were like shadows, sort of.


    Q: When you arrived there did you see anybody?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Those people didn’t appear to be shadows then, did they?


    A: No.


    Q: Did you meet any of those people?


    A: Yes.




    Q: Were you given names?


    A: Only one I remember is Joy.


    Q: Someone by the name of Joy?


    A: Uh-huh.


    Q: Now, when you were in bed with Ron were you still dressed?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Well, let me finish my question. Were you still dressed in the same attire that you wore when you first went there?


    A: Yes.


    Q: You don’t recall, then, if you had put on pajamas or something else?


    A: No, I don’t.


    Q: You were later taken to a hospital?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Had you seen pictures of yourself at the time that your body was found?


    A: Yes.




    Q: All right. Is the clothing depicted in that picture or those pictures the same clothing that you recall wearing to the location?


    A: No.


    Q: The clothing was different?


    A: I didn’t have any clothing. I, all I remember is pictures of me when I was injured.


    Q: Well, in the pictures of yourself in which you appear to be injured, are you clothed?


    A: No.


    Q: There is no clothing shown at all?


    A: No.


    Q: Now, when you refer to “shadows” are those images that you recall seeing at some point during the day or evening at the location?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Do you recall hearing any sounds of a disturbing nature, of furniture being moved or banging or anything of that sort?


    A: No


    Q: Now, when you say that you were in the bedroom with Ron, is that the upstairs bedroom or downstairs?


    A: Downstairs.


    Q: When you say you recall shadows, can you tell us how many shadows you recall?


    A: I remember around three or – three shadows that I can remember.


    Q: Do you recall talking to an officer or officers after this incident happened?


    A: No.


    Q: Well, at some point before testifying today you have talked to somebody about what you recall or don’t recall. Is that correct?


    A: Yes.


    Q: And do you recall having made a statement to the officers in the past that you recalled being in bed with Ron when three individuals came through the door?


    A: I’m not sure of there were three or more or –


    Q: Well, all I’m asking you at this point is this: Do you recall making a statement to an officer or officers that three individuals came into the bedroom?


    THE COURT: The question is: Do you recall making that statement?


    THE WITNESS: I recall making a statement that I seen shadows but –








    Q: You don’t recall, then, telling the officers in any statement that you might have made to them how many people came into the room. Is that correct?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Do you recall describing one of the people who came into the room as a man with very dark eyes?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Do you have a recollection of that incident? Is that correct?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Now by “dark eyes” would that be black or brown?


    A: They seemed like they were brown. Just dark eyes, kind of looked right through me.


    Q: That person injure you in any way, that you recall?


    A: I don’t remember.


    Q: So a person and at some point thereafter?


    A: I, I was in the living room. I remember that. And I was standing there and that person came up to me and just kind of looked, looked straight at me.


    Q: Did the person say anything to you?


    A: I don’t remember.


    Q: Do you recall the race of that person?


    A: He looked to me like he was colored.


    Q: A black man?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Do you recall his age?


    A: He seemed very – umm – around 30 or something. He was kind of young looking and very well dressed.


    Q: Do you recall anything about his physical description, as far as size or weight?


    A: He was, I remember he was slender but that is all I can remember.


    Q: That person you recall looking at you in the manner that you felt to be unusual, is that correct?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Would you describe it as a hostile manner?


    A: He just stared through me. I don’t –


    Q: Now, aside from that person we have been talking about, you also have a recollection of some other number of shadowy figures? Is that correct?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Do those other figures in your memory also appear to you to be of the black race?


    A: No.


    Q: With regard to those other individuals, can you tell me if they appeared to be younger or older than the –


    A: I don’t remember.


    Q: — than the one person that you do recall?


    A: No. I don’t remember.


    Q: Now, Mr. Coen – he is the District Attorney here – asked you if you ever saw the man to my left. Do you recall that question?


    A: Yes.


    Q: And what I am asking you right now is, I want you to take a very careful look at the man to my left. Can you see him clearly?


    A: I see him.


    Q: Can you see the color of his eyes?


    A: Yes.


    Q: You can see the color of his hair?


    A: Yes.


    Q: And I’m going to ask him to stand up for a minute. Will you stand up, Mr. Holmes?

    THE COURT: The record will reflect Mr. Hanson has had the defendant, Mr. Holmes, stand.




    Q: Now can you see him clearly?


    A: Yes.


    Q: And is it your testimony that you have never seen this man in your life?


    A: No, I don’t remember seeing him.


    MR. HANSON: I have nothing further, Your Honor.


    THE COURT: Redirect?


    MR. COEN: Thank you, Your Honor.





    BY MR. COEN:


    Q: This black person that you saw –


    A: Well, he seemed to me like he was not, he was light complected, sort of like high yellow.


    Q: By “high yellow”, for the record, you are referring to a light complected black person?


    A: Yes.


    Q: Now, this was prior to going to bed? Prior to laying down in the room with Ron Launius, if you recall?


    A: I don’t remember.


    Q: Was this one of the visitors to the house?


    A: I don’t remember. It seems like it happened when I first got there.


    Q: When you first got there.


    A: Yes.


    Q: Do you recall which room that you saw this person?


    A: In the living room.


    MR. COEN: I have nothing further.


    THE COURT: Recross?


    MR. HANSON: No recross. Your Honor.


    THE COURT: Thank you very much, Mrs. Launius.


    MR. COEN: The People call Robert Sexton.




    • Monika 5:04 pm on March 22, 2021 Permalink | Reply

      I suffer from a TBI, and often visit Ron’s grave. I was angry with him for a long time. I feel like he might have pissed off some other people after death. His ex wife’s daughter also suffered a terrible death at the hands of a Hells Angels member. She was only 12. I forgive him and think he just got in the wrong crowd.


    • John 9:46 pm on August 23, 2020 Permalink | Reply

    • Brianne 11:39 am on October 9, 2017 Permalink | Reply

      No one is ever gonna convince me that he didn’t have something to do with it. Only one way Nash would know where and who is Holmes and her testimony did nothing to erase a bloody hand print found at the scene. As for some of you saying your fans of Holmes and the one lady who says she is a fan of the murders let’s see what it’s like when it’s your family member like my uncle. These guys weren’t the greatest of people but the ladies had nothing to do with the robbery and beat them to death and almost to death they did not deserve this.


    • Ben Johnson 4:25 pm on June 4, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      She has brain damage. She said she does “not remember” how many times? I can’t imagine the pressure she dealt with all the detectives pressing her for information. Detective Lang lost how many cases? OJ, Holmes, etc….


    • Maria 1:53 pm on July 25, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I feel drawn to the house as well . Would love to see it. I’m in Oregon , so not too far away . I have spokeo and found the address for Eddie Nash , but nothing much for Susan. I was just curious. They didn’t deserve what they got , so brutal.


      • John 2:42 pm on July 25, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Thanks Maria. Stop by and comment at the blog whenever you like. You’re welcome here and thanks for visiting.


    • Edmund 9:06 am on June 3, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      Well I’m all the way from Australia… I’ve been dying to see the house since the film came out…. wonder if anyone can help me?


    • Tori 6:20 pm on May 7, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I’m from orange county about 35 minutes from la. Takin a drive up to see wonderland ave. and Dona Lola . Will take pictures 🙂


    • Tori 6:17 pm on May 7, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      Great blogs. Big fan of John Holmes the movie wonderland and the murders itself. Read dawns book and reading life measured in inches now. Are their any testimonials from John or nash


    • Jim 2:00 pm on April 28, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      @Jenn youre definitely not a ‘nut’.. Im at the point i feel the need to go to the site/house,but im on the east coast =/


      • Jenn 11:26 am on April 29, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        I know what you mean Jim. I’m in FL so it would be next to impossible. I’ve always felt drawn to CA and I hope to get out that way at some point.


    • Jenn 7:16 pm on April 8, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      First I have to say, I really like your site and admire all the hard work and research you have put into it. What got me into this research is that I am a psychic medium and I feel very drawn to these people. I can’t explain it. I have felt Ron’s energy very strongly. I have been trying to find Susan. Not to bother her but to give her a message I have received. I know these people were not angels but they were human beings and there was good in them too. I feel that. I know what people will say about me: “she’s a complete nut” or much worse so I won’t get into everything here but I do appreciate your site and I have found it very interesting. Just wanted to tell you that.


      • John 8:56 am on April 9, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Thanks for visiting. I enjoy it as much as most of the readers and Wonderland “fans” if you can call us that. LOL.


    • John W 3:50 pm on April 6, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      Holy crap! Holmes was there during the previous day and met Susan.. Or she had mixed memories.. Oh- this will take a new twist. Interesting…


    • Darcymarie 3:43 pm on April 6, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I do find this last part of the testimony interesting because of her usage of the term ” high yellow” imo, could have been holmes he was strung out & from pics I’ve seen he looks like has a sallow complexion, I’m sure she was high as kite , probably nodding in & out another reason to put holmes there


      • mxlena 5:08 am on April 16, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        “High Yellow” doesn’t actually mean a yellow complexion, its a slang word that means a light skinned black person or a black person of mixed racial heritage. Its considered a derogatory or racist term. Another similar term for the same thing is “Redbone”.


      • guest 10:05 am on August 29, 2015 Permalink | Reply

        This “high yellow” person Susan was speaking of, could very well have been John Holmes. He had a ruddy complexion, he had his hair afro-like at times, and he could have been mistaken as a “high yellow” black, if someone observing him was high on drugs at the time..


  • John 6:54 pm on November 1, 2011 Permalink | Reply
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    The Wonderland Murders 

    • pixie 12:28 pm on March 5, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I think that’s one of the things that fascinates me so much about Joy. From all accounts of her fiancé and friends’ activity, you would think that she was a rough biker chick. Her life actually seemed like it was the complete opposite. It’s interesting that there doesn’t seem to be any info about Vlick out there. It sounds like he was a somewhat high profile drug dealer at the time. You would think that there would be at least one or two court documents out there. I’m assuming his case went to trial. I wonder if he turned state’s evidence on another case or ended up going into witness protection for some reason or other.


    • John 1:08 pm on February 18, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I also read a post on a forum from a cousin of DeVerell’s… as could be expected, they were devastated, but not shocked by his passing, given that drugs were involved, and he had quite a long rap sheet. I can imagine with his criminal record and lengthy times of incarceration that he and his kids were probably not that close. Sorry, wish I knew more to share.


      • pixie 1:54 pm on February 18, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Thank you so much for your quick replies! I’d love to see what DeVerell’s cousin wrote. Do you happen to have a link to that forum? I’m curious about how he met Joy Miller. I read somewhere on your blog that the connection between Ron and Joy was through Joy’s neighbor, William Vlick. Do you happen to know what ever became of Vlick? I tried to search for info on him, but all I could find was that he was supposed to stand trial with Joy later that year. I assumed that they all met each other through the drug scene, but Joy and the Wonderland guys seem like they came from two totally different worlds. Was DeVerell from the Sacramento area like Launius and Lind?

        I’ve been fascinated by this case ever since I saw the E True Hollywood Story. I know that the Wonderland gang were far from being angels; however, the way that one of the detectives spoke about Joy during an interview that was shown in that story always bothered me. They were human beings who had families and loved ones.

        I lived in West Hollywood for many years, but sadly didn’t discover this case until I moved away. I am very well-acquainted with the Laurel Canyon area. Nash’s house and the Wonderland house are only about 5 minutes from each other (I’ve read that it was reported to be a 10 minute drive, but it should be less than 10 minutes).


        • John 11:04 am on March 5, 2013 Permalink

          Sorry for the delay in responding. I don’t know what happened to Vlick, as I have searched high and low for info. No luck. I believe DeVerell was from Arizona. Yes, Joy seemed very cosmopolitan if you will, she at least kept a stylish interior to the home, and it was far from being a drug den or crack house. It was quite tidy.


    • John 9:04 am on January 16, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      Ok, thanks.


      • pixie 5:29 pm on February 17, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        I’ve always wanted to know more about Joy. I’d love to know how she went from socialite and Beverly Hills mom to this. Do you have any more information about her? She was so beautiful in those younger pictures. My heart goes out to her daughters. I wonder if they were in close contact with her at the time of her death. I’m also curious about DeVerell’s children and what type of relationship they had with their father at the time of his death.


        • John 11:22 am on February 18, 2013 Permalink

          From what I have read on other blogs… she was divorced from her Beverly Hills attorney husband in the early 70s. She went on to work as a secretary for a Hollywood type showbiz but on the drug fringe guy, who also introduced her to the local drug scene. ..and so that goes. Her daughters were still close to her, and are the only family on record talking to the media after the various trials of Nash, Holmes. I believe both daughters were at the 2001 trial of Nash. I read a quote in an old newspaper article on Google News Archive.


    • nessaj85 4:26 pm on January 15, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      Hey, the address u have for Barbara is right, her mom still lives there under the name Easton


      • John 1:53 pm on March 22, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Just posted a few yearbook pics. I may take them down in a few days. Check ’em out while you can. RIP Barbara!


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